Many lil' pearls of wisdom endless has layed on you , listen to it!

also, try the Changa , imo it lends to a deeper more satisfying journey , and slows it down a bit , makes the entire experience a bit more manageable.

That obsession you speak of is most fascinating to me , it seems to be the way it happens for most folks I have talked to , Once you hear of this miracle it is always on your mind.  It is our destiny. 

I know for me , this path has been most rewarding.

safe journeys my friend.