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WandA

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Hello, I'm me, I like psychedelics. Before my first actual experience with anything hallucinogenic I believed that I would be into it purely for spiritual purposes, but somehow, so far it's mostly been (tremendous) fun with friends.

I haven't tried DMT though it's been at the top of the list for a long while, and right now I'm still trying to recover from a difficult life-changing trip so I'm having a temporary period of psychedelic abstinence - for a while I thought I would avoid DMT forever, because at the time I strongly suspected (the trip seemed to hint at it) that I was the only consciousness in existence and that I had lived infinite lives all slowly leading up to trying DMT, becoming aware of the illusion and ending the world. I got over it... but I need to get over it even more. That's kind of why I registered this account, I was having trouble with anxiety and derealization and I was googling around looking for anything written by experienced people that could calm me down, found among other good things this thread and wanted to post in it, and... here I am :)
 
that first plunge into dmt is a bit nervewrecking. your heart is pounding and you are about to plunge into the unknown. some parts could be intense for first time or at higher doses but it still always ends with beauty. ive done it more times than i can count and my heart still speeds up before every dose in anticipation. all i can say is i feel sorry for people that have not tried or dont want to try dmt. it really is very spiritual and beautiful.
 
Hi WandA, welcome to the Nexus! Good to have you!

@hyperspacing, it doesn't always end up beautifully and can leave you shuddering in tears for hours after coming out of hyperspace. There's no need to ignore the risks and tribulations Spice presents.
 
I can only tell a person what I have seen and felt. I have had some extremely frightenening experiences that I won't soon forget. Regardless if when I came down a little and found the level I enjoy. There is still the return to life and that after a horrifying experiece is beautiful enough. You take what you've been through and you learn. I in noway wish to coerce someone who is not mentally prepared for a journey. As far as respecting the power of dmt that only truly ccomes with such experiences.
 
I believe that eventually, you always come out stronger, but not necessarily immediately. (I also believe that holds true for almost any traumatic experience, not just drug related.)

I found a very well written answer to a question on Yahoo! Answers, the question was about THC but the answer is about psychedelics in general. "I have been convinced that I was broken beyond repair more times than I can count. The truth is that these things will make you wicked tough, the complete opposite of damaged. If you can handle sh*t like this, everyday life problems are much less likely to throw you off your center."

It's probably true. Nothing gives you more perspective on life. ("A drug person can learn to cope with things like seeing their dead grandmother crawling up their leg with a knife in her teeth." :) )
 
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