DreamWaves
SWIM
I'm at a point, in which I can start to remember certain aspects of a dmt trip. It use to be, I'd smoke it after a long break and instantly be reminded "Oh yaaaa, THIS place...I forgot!!"
After a while, I start to remember different qualities of the trip. I've posted about this before, but I'm gonna try it again and see if I get spit anything new out....DMT just really excites me and I love to try and express it to see if anyone else has experienced the same feelings.
1. The first thing is always in your mind "Hmm, I think I should smoke some spice tonight" For me, this thought is serious. To make this decision, is like the same as when I was young and would THINK about asking a girl out on a date. You want to do it, but you don't want to do it(I was shy in my younger days). I get extremely nervous just THINKING about doing it.
2. I seem to walk back and forth almost as if I'm pranting and pondering if I should do it or not, while I'm actually getting the spice and leaf ready lol.
3. I make a space, and ALWAYS get a blanket to cover me(I feel comfortable with a blanket wrapped around me)
4. I make a decision as to whether or not to keep the lights on, dim, or off. Darkness still scares me a little, it's a fear I'm trying to get over.
5. Lately I have been sitting indian style, with my legs crossed.
6. Deep, deep breaths. No matter how many deep breaths I take my heart always finds a way to to speed back up right before I take the toke.
7. The lighter flicks...flame appears...my eyes are centered on the bowl.
8. At this point, there really is no going back. This is when it's easiest. You already got the flame might as well just go all in!
9. first toke, a harsh and uncomfortable feeling feels my lungs. I try to hold in as long as possible, sooner or later letting it all out.
10. I use to go RIGHT in for the next hit, and I always feel like I'm in a speed race trying to take as many tokes as possible. Thanks to Traveller though he suggest taking a few seconds inbetween each toke, and after trying this, I feel much more calm and paced, no rushed feeling. I still get the same effects.
11. The feeling starts to come over your entire body. The vibration comes, the buzzing ring takes over. Reality starts to change into something new.
12. And now...the circus begins. Since all I have are words to give you guys, let me try these: whoahhh...whatt??....omg...WHAT???...HOLY SHITE!...this is unexplainable!...this is NOT normal.....this is NO game...this is the REAL deal...HOLY FUCKING JEEBUS!
13. I am overwhelmed by the feeling of being watched. Everything looks alive(kinda like on mushrooms). Clowns, jesters, crazy people with crazy expressions on their face doing crazy looney things. Much of the time they seem as if they're laughing at you, or pointing the finger at you...They are both big and small, happy and sad, close and far, etc etc. You know when some one does something super silly in public, and you get that feeling of embarrassment even though it wasn't you who did it? That feeling comes in to play big time with spice.
14. The feeling. This is the one thing that is hard to explain. Sure we can explain visions somewhat...but can you explain a feeling? No way in hell. It's like trying to explain what hot and cold feels like. The feeling that comes on me is something I KNOW I've felt before...something very peaceful and familiar. There always seems to be a feeling of returning to a state of mind that is with me at all times but hidden by my perceptions of reality.
15. I usually come down with a GIGANTIC smile on my face. Other times.....no expression at all( you know the kind of face you have when you are staring off into space day dreaming?" )
DMT brings out parts of you that you never knew existed, and for some that could be bad I assume, but it is what it is. NEVER smoke dmt if you are in a bad mood, or just witnessed something horrible and life changing. I don't want to talk about it but I feel I should warn you. Most of you probably already have common sense and know not to do what I did, but one night I got curious and went on orgish.com( I think that is the site) and watched a video of a politician giving a speech in a small room(I think it was a resignation speech). He then pulled out a large yellow envelope, and out of no where he pulled a gun out of it, and everyone started freaking out and just RAW emotion in his face and what he did (suicide).....I think anyone who post these kinds of videos online should be ashamed in themselves 100%. It affected me...I didnt know it untill I smoked dmt. That scene flashed in my mind for a few seconds on dmt, and I didn't like it one bit. A feeling of death came over me and I felt as if I too was gonna perish soon someday and that I don't really realize it.
Anyway, just a reminder, DO NOT smoke dmt if you've recently went through some bad times, or experienced something shocking.
So those are my current thoughts of DMT. It's just a feeling you have to experience, and then you will know. I think we all know what we're dealing with here...we just all have our own words to describe it. But I think we can all agree on Random Wackiness? : )
PS...I've not yet reached the true and actual hyperspace...I've just gone to the waiting room with a few entities telling me to follow them. So my guess is that what I have to say now about dmt could very easily change once I've reached hyperspace.
After a while, I start to remember different qualities of the trip. I've posted about this before, but I'm gonna try it again and see if I get spit anything new out....DMT just really excites me and I love to try and express it to see if anyone else has experienced the same feelings.
1. The first thing is always in your mind "Hmm, I think I should smoke some spice tonight" For me, this thought is serious. To make this decision, is like the same as when I was young and would THINK about asking a girl out on a date. You want to do it, but you don't want to do it(I was shy in my younger days). I get extremely nervous just THINKING about doing it.
2. I seem to walk back and forth almost as if I'm pranting and pondering if I should do it or not, while I'm actually getting the spice and leaf ready lol.
3. I make a space, and ALWAYS get a blanket to cover me(I feel comfortable with a blanket wrapped around me)
4. I make a decision as to whether or not to keep the lights on, dim, or off. Darkness still scares me a little, it's a fear I'm trying to get over.
5. Lately I have been sitting indian style, with my legs crossed.
6. Deep, deep breaths. No matter how many deep breaths I take my heart always finds a way to to speed back up right before I take the toke.
7. The lighter flicks...flame appears...my eyes are centered on the bowl.
8. At this point, there really is no going back. This is when it's easiest. You already got the flame might as well just go all in!
9. first toke, a harsh and uncomfortable feeling feels my lungs. I try to hold in as long as possible, sooner or later letting it all out.
10. I use to go RIGHT in for the next hit, and I always feel like I'm in a speed race trying to take as many tokes as possible. Thanks to Traveller though he suggest taking a few seconds inbetween each toke, and after trying this, I feel much more calm and paced, no rushed feeling. I still get the same effects.
11. The feeling starts to come over your entire body. The vibration comes, the buzzing ring takes over. Reality starts to change into something new.
12. And now...the circus begins. Since all I have are words to give you guys, let me try these: whoahhh...whatt??....omg...WHAT???...HOLY SHITE!...this is unexplainable!...this is NOT normal.....this is NO game...this is the REAL deal...HOLY FUCKING JEEBUS!
13. I am overwhelmed by the feeling of being watched. Everything looks alive(kinda like on mushrooms). Clowns, jesters, crazy people with crazy expressions on their face doing crazy looney things. Much of the time they seem as if they're laughing at you, or pointing the finger at you...They are both big and small, happy and sad, close and far, etc etc. You know when some one does something super silly in public, and you get that feeling of embarrassment even though it wasn't you who did it? That feeling comes in to play big time with spice.
14. The feeling. This is the one thing that is hard to explain. Sure we can explain visions somewhat...but can you explain a feeling? No way in hell. It's like trying to explain what hot and cold feels like. The feeling that comes on me is something I KNOW I've felt before...something very peaceful and familiar. There always seems to be a feeling of returning to a state of mind that is with me at all times but hidden by my perceptions of reality.
15. I usually come down with a GIGANTIC smile on my face. Other times.....no expression at all( you know the kind of face you have when you are staring off into space day dreaming?" )
DMT brings out parts of you that you never knew existed, and for some that could be bad I assume, but it is what it is. NEVER smoke dmt if you are in a bad mood, or just witnessed something horrible and life changing. I don't want to talk about it but I feel I should warn you. Most of you probably already have common sense and know not to do what I did, but one night I got curious and went on orgish.com( I think that is the site) and watched a video of a politician giving a speech in a small room(I think it was a resignation speech). He then pulled out a large yellow envelope, and out of no where he pulled a gun out of it, and everyone started freaking out and just RAW emotion in his face and what he did (suicide).....I think anyone who post these kinds of videos online should be ashamed in themselves 100%. It affected me...I didnt know it untill I smoked dmt. That scene flashed in my mind for a few seconds on dmt, and I didn't like it one bit. A feeling of death came over me and I felt as if I too was gonna perish soon someday and that I don't really realize it.
Anyway, just a reminder, DO NOT smoke dmt if you've recently went through some bad times, or experienced something shocking.
So those are my current thoughts of DMT. It's just a feeling you have to experience, and then you will know. I think we all know what we're dealing with here...we just all have our own words to describe it. But I think we can all agree on Random Wackiness? : )
PS...I've not yet reached the true and actual hyperspace...I've just gone to the waiting room with a few entities telling me to follow them. So my guess is that what I have to say now about dmt could very easily change once I've reached hyperspace.
