Mr_DMT I'm sorry to hear about your situation.

Sometimes when we go to hyperspace, we can think it offers answers to our problems in life. And sometimes, I believe it can help - but it isn't, imo, a silver bullet.

Everything I have seen has told me that I need to do the work here, on Earth, in my life, and I have to do it. Whoever it is I meet in hyperspace has made that absolutely clear. They can show me, but I must do it. 

Perhaps the most valuable insight is that we discover that we CAN change things in our lives. Things that I believed were beyond me.  I hope that you find the strength to do this to your benefit. All I would say to you is that nothing lasts forever, and things can change. I hope sincerely that for you, they change for the better and that you can find hope.