I feel your words deeply, like others have said we have all been there and we will all be back.

I try to enjoy even the bad times. Quoting Vanilla sky here "the sweet would never be as great without the bitter"

The way i see it is its an experience, and as a psychonaut i have to push my self to get through each and everyone, so

i can experience the next one. Emotions are powerful things, i appreciate them for what they are, even when im

screaming my lungs in anger, or crying my eyes out in desperation. you are not alone.