I can relate to your issue as I am pretty much in the same spot I spend half my time trying to figure out how I am going to pay the rent and I have basically run out of stuff to sell. I am a unemployed student trying to get a degree in mechanical and materials engineering. At 38 years old and a pretty hefty case of A.D.D. and plagued with sciatica it's not easy. Plus my stupidity of youth I defaulted on student loans when I was young so I cant get any kind of financial aid whatsoever. I have no clue how I am going to pay my tuition when I get to the university after my 2 years at seminole state is up.  I could get a job but I can't do that and school and I made a commitment.

Even when things are at their worst I tell myself that there are many people far worse off than me in this world. Somehow in some way things tend to work out in the end. Stick in there you'll be fine.