Welcome to the nexus, Wizard.

I really enjoyed your intro essay. Your style of writing appealed to me   I hope to hear more from you!

I'm also interested to hear what tryptamine helped you get over your problems.

I understand the desire to not go at these experiences alone, but sometimes there just seems to be no alternative. Personally I do all my journeys alone, and sometimes it's frightening, but I find it better this way than with the wrong people. Also there's a different quality to solo trips - just make sure the dosage is safe and you can handle it, so start low as endless suggested.

Also, consider using caapi extract instead of a brew. This way you'll know better how much you are actually ingesting. Though I suppose opinions vary on this topic. I'm a big fan of extractions and extracts, so this is my preferred rout. But it is definitely recommended to try the harmalas out on their own first, whichever form you decide to take them in.

I wish you the best in this adventure called life.

much love

Enoon