Hey, thanks!

Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it.

It was a rather high dose of Copelandia Cyanescens (i.e. psilocybin) that gave me the shove in the 'right' direction I needed.

I have tried most of the street drugs you can get a hold of in my area, and aside from opiates I really never fell for stimulants or any other substances that have the potential to cause dependency. I finally got fed up with buying mall weed and ordered salvia divinorum, DXM and some other less and more famous substances that were no good pieces of shit (excuse my french). However, I have also tried LSA and its more famous synthetic cousin several times, but they were mostly perceptive and/or affected my mood, not really giving me any further insight.

I wouldn't say I was disappointed after trying LSD, but honestly, I pretty much went "that's it?" after 4 of these. Don't get me wrong, shifting colors and shapes morphing is fun and all, but I was expecting something else. On the other hand, I did get on a pretty high dose the first time, with inexperienced people. It got kind of crazy. :?

I have also tried dropping a smaller threshold dose of another type of blotter alone once.

I ended up listening to the same song (Old Man Gloom - Zozobra) on repeat for hours and hours and no matter how it seems or looked or whatever, I felt like I was really on to something that time. Shortly after that I started my first A/B extraction.

The shrooms were a lot more rewarding. :roll:

Yeah, sorry about that, I guess I have a habit of being terminally ambiguous when writing. I do indeed wish to go the oral route (can't help but grin a little to that :d), but after sitting for the aforementioned friend (and some other people) out in the woods in one of the northernmost parts of the world and experiencing the passive side of the brew (he made), I realized I wish to wait and explore the possibilities of me going that way with the 'right' people.

I've considered trying caapi for some time now, and when I order MHRB again, I will probably order some caapi, thanks again, I appreciate the pointers.

Thanks, I was really tired and frustrated with not being able to sleep. Writing usually helps facilitate some kind of fatigue, so I try to make an effort.

I certainly agree on the alone vs. wrong people part. As noted above, I have done some psychedelics and dissociatives on my own with a lot better experiences than if I'd done it with people I'm not comfortable with as a result.

I will definitely do a lot more research into the different ways of consuming spice and/or other things that interest me.

And I will definitely try out some different plants.

Thanks for taking the time, especially so quickly. See you around!