Kicking opiates is a notoriously stressful venture (almost killed me) and I too let a binge get out of hand almost a year ago (my birthday, actually) and OD:ed on oxy, codeine, tram and some other nasty shit. Alcohol can really fuck me up sometimes, which is why it's very important for me to be aware of what I'm doing, and what for, specifically when I'm out partying or anything to that effect.

I hope everything works out for you, in my mind, there's nothing worse than to be slave under something you effectively hate... :?

Thanks, have a good one!