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doc savant

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Dennis
I understand now. Its slowing down, becoming resonant. Still had trouble with nausea, a little here and there. But columns and rows and depths of infinite beauty and detail. the geometry is so beyond what any human invention can even describe or create; like nothing ive ever seen before, like nothing that will ever be seen here. not even geometry really, more like rainbow colored designs, like say a starshape, like walk of fame star, but with far more points. like say, octagonals but with a hundred sides, like miniature clockwork in a wristwatch. Im getting calmer there, and the resolution is changing. Seen at one resolution its like cog work except for all kinds of shapes of intricate and specific order. cant describe them, but no rushing, no chrsyanthemem, no tunnel, just calm and bizarre order everywhere. All that I can say is I understand. How may i serve? what place can I occupy? Thank you all very much.
 
Hi doc savant,

I love the elegant minimalism of this trip report. It hits me like poetry.

I used to have nausea (though no purging) coming out of strong breakthrough doses (hard for me to face these days) but I always theorized it was a reaction to "such an intense experience."

It sure wasn't resistance (not with N,N,DMT) when it would hit after breakthroughs. Something else . . .

Any thoughts? Other ideas for cause of nausea?
 
Don't know. I presume nausea as a precursor to vomiting is the body's response to sickness, trying to void itself of what ingestable likely made it Ill. Having a neurochemical rise precipitously in the blood (and I can taste/smell it clearly) no doubt could mimic the chemistry involved in commencing the vomiting mechanism in persons wired this way, or the excess levels itself is perceived as a poison to be voided. I agree though, no purging. I am noticing that after partaking, my dreams return and are very active and continuous. Not bad dreams or nightmares, not even intense dreams per se, just busy busy busy dreams. Also an erection lasting half the night, near priapism, but without really any sexual preponderance to it, it just is....
 
Thanks for the story yo. The experience and explanation is encouraging to me. I just tried spice for the first time this week and it was overwhelming but I lacked proper preparation and advice from anyone who knew what they were talking about. LOL. I've been reading stories here ever since and this explanation helps build confidence for my next launch. The more I can define ( as much as you can define hyperspace ) the less anxiety I have. I can't wait to just let go. Thanks for sharing.
 
LifeSupport said:
Thanks for the story yo. The experience and explanation is encouraging to me. I just tried spice for the first time this week and it was overwhelming but I lacked proper preparation and advice from anyone who knew what they were talking about. LOL. I've been reading stories here ever since and this explanation helps build confidence for my next launch. The more I can define ( as much as you can define hyperspace ) the less anxiety I have. I can't wait to just let go. Thanks for sharing.
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This is me to a T. I think DMT reflects back at you what you give to it. The calmer you are, the gentler it is, for me, at least. Now, its not so wildly alien and angry. It is very weird that I can now look around and focus in on a specific design Im seeing, and see it, quite clearly. In a calmer resolution, things seem to be resolving into not alien unknown patterns, but more familiar things. It wont hurt you. Trust it. Relax. DMT is you....
 
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