Thank you Spangles for your kind words of understanding and comforting welcome to this site.

I've got to say that the details of your second paragraph note people I am in need of right now, people to intelligently compare experiences with in order to gain more knowledge of myself, people perhaps like you. I have a few friends that enjoy psychedelics, but none really that see potential for positive self challenge, they seem just to see a bit of fun, and that can be fine and true, but I see more fun in serious self reflection and evolution of understanding leading to more freedom in life.

I too hope to see you in the chat. As I pave my way with new perspectives, yours and others, I intend to involve myself deeply with this community. I'll probably take a while to integrate though as I don't have a constant connection to the internet, but who knows how long that will last?