Beyond the veil
Rising Star
Hello all, new to the site and like what I have been reading.
I have a slightly strange problem that is quite a stumbling block in terms of exploring the infinite realms. The problem is if I ever be sick, I black out, literally collapse just as I begin to be sick or just before it, I have woken up on my back before and had been sick during the blackout, luckily didn't have asphyxiation, and plenty of other times been sick during the blackouts.
I have no idea what causes this, it came out of the blue around 25 years ago after a night out drinking and got up the next morning feeling really rough, proceeded to the throne and woke up on the floor with my head between the wall and the throne, I remember coming around and could tell my body was twitching (like convulsions) just before I knew what had happened.
I guess I am trying to highlight how serious this issue is in terms of something I really need to avoid at all costs for obvious reasons......and now on to the point of this post.
I want the ceremonies and travels with my sacred teacher Dimitri to last longer, I have Syrian Rue/Peganum Harmala as the catalyst for these longer journeys, but I can't risk purging. Is there any way I can prepare this without that risk, Dimitri has been nudging me to meet again, and I know I must go.
Hoping someone can help this reunion to last longer, as I have coming difficulties ahead that I know I have to face.
Sending love to all who need it.
I have a slightly strange problem that is quite a stumbling block in terms of exploring the infinite realms. The problem is if I ever be sick, I black out, literally collapse just as I begin to be sick or just before it, I have woken up on my back before and had been sick during the blackout, luckily didn't have asphyxiation, and plenty of other times been sick during the blackouts.
I have no idea what causes this, it came out of the blue around 25 years ago after a night out drinking and got up the next morning feeling really rough, proceeded to the throne and woke up on the floor with my head between the wall and the throne, I remember coming around and could tell my body was twitching (like convulsions) just before I knew what had happened.
I guess I am trying to highlight how serious this issue is in terms of something I really need to avoid at all costs for obvious reasons......and now on to the point of this post.
I want the ceremonies and travels with my sacred teacher Dimitri to last longer, I have Syrian Rue/Peganum Harmala as the catalyst for these longer journeys, but I can't risk purging. Is there any way I can prepare this without that risk, Dimitri has been nudging me to meet again, and I know I must go.
Hoping someone can help this reunion to last longer, as I have coming difficulties ahead that I know I have to face.
Sending love to all who need it.


