anyone ever experience this?

[esotericagenda]

first of all hello to all who read this and im really appreciative to be able to read the thoughts and ideas of like minded individuals. such a great feeling to be able to have contact with real humans and not robots. anyways im 19 soon to be 20 and have been on a spiritual path to find what little truths i can about the ancients, my natural self, and the govt for about as long as i can remember. i feel i have so much to say and describe about myself because i can finally speak with people who truly understand my points of view ad such. anyways ill keep this short and get back to the subject title.

the first time i tried dmt was about a year ago. i remember it like just yesterday. i had read about it for some time and watched videos and i just knew i had found it for a good reason. long story short i gathered all the needed materials and did a simple a/b extraction on 100gs of mhrb. i was pretty nervous to say the least not knowing what to expect and not having too much experience in other phycs. anyways this is the stage: my girlfriend is asleep in the bed i set up a little bed on the floor complete with blankets and pillows. load up the bowl (i made some changa and smoked out of a bowl i didnt vape) and i rip that ish once hold it exhale and by the time im lighting the second hit im already almost gone i had to fight to hit it again i hear the buzzzz and i lay back close my eyes and i dont remember much of the 1st 30 seconds to a minute then boom a perfect humanoid head in red and black right in my face. i say humanoid because it was bald and the facial structure just gave me that impression. it didnt say anything but it gave me such a creepy feeling i really didnt know how to react but this is where it gets weird i try to open my eyes to pull myself together and as soon as i do i get the immediate deja vu feeling as strong as ever. i remember fighting to get up and staring at my xbox power cord lights and it was all deja vu while i was on dmt and i was peaking i wasnt comming down so picture peaking in the dark forcing ur eyes open and having deja vu as u search for the lights the humanoid and everything was deja vu. deja vu usually gives me the chills but that was over the top my words do it no justice. it scared me enough that after that i didnt touch it again until just about 2 months ago. anyone else experience something similar?


this is all a fake story and i meant absolutely none of it

 

[DiMiTree]

Hello Brother! welcome to the nexus glad to have another interested person in the collective consciousness!
I always say to people, dmt increases your vibrational state so that you are in closer contact, or reasier reach of the higher realms, in which a massive variety of beings, many pleasant and helpful, a few mischevious or inquisitive. I believe that each experience is like a learning tool, or a symbol of a lesson. (except maybe some peoples first ones in candyland fractal mandala world - which i think is a visualisation of rising kundalini energy up the spine, but who knows)

I would say you had a friendly encounter with a higher order being, trying to teaching you about the meaning of deja vu. Hope you learnt your lesson -- these things happen all the time, best thing to do is realise that and calm yourself during the experience, and try to interact with them after asking for permission, you can even ask to interact with specific beings you know of or encounter, I like to keep it general. Kinda like a prayer before you blast off, "I would like to interact with all beings, my higher consciousness/godself and all guides & ancestors willing to help/teach me with xyz."
good luck and happy travels

 

[esotericagenda]

thank you for your reply and welcoming!

i appreciate your point of view on the subject. i really do think i was being taught a lesson and i told myself that right after it happened. i feel a may have rushed the experience to some extent and all of my anxiety and expectations really boiled over into the travel. im really curious to of how the rest of that travel would have went because i have never seen such a visual since then. he eerily looked like the "hellraiser" character without the pins in his head and it was just a face closeup no body. im curious if ill ever experience this again. i think i would have been able to embrace and accept the ride much more had it not been for the deja vu. something about the two combined really hit me like a train. i was staring deep into my eyes in the mirror for quite sometime directly after trying to make sense of what had happened.

 

[Super Radical]

I think deja vu can be pretty common with psych use. I have a friend who gets it when he does L frequently. I've experienced it a few times on spice, especially after the trip like what you describe, and even in normal life when I was using it regularly and possibly too frequently. After the trip is pretty much just like what you described, and for me the freaky part was feeling like I had gone back in time to the comedown of previous trips. Which I knew wasn't the case really, so it wasn't scary for me. But now when it happens I know it's just part of the trip, and I can usually reassure people of that when I see them dealing with it when smoking with me.