Arriving at the nexus

[Labyrinth]

:evil: :twisted: :roll: :lol:

...and so it begins

Hi to every single (and uncertain ammounts) one here

I haven't been in nexus for a while now. Around a year ago I stopped visited this place at regular space. Before that I was an active lurker, read almost every raport for a year to get my hang on different textualisations of the molechyle. Reason I haven't posted here is lack of actual experience with given substance. In a way I still have realtionship with the chemichal crazsy at it may sound like.

My way of experiencing world (in a hermenautical manner) is quite out of general views. It may have something to do with some harsh diagnoses I've been given. It might have something do with my hobbies as poet, musician, game desinger, oneironaut, xaos majigian (*sounds of laughter, prejudice and facepalms*), freelance transpersonal psychologist, mythonaut, deconstructionist and invisible librarian.

While I'm going to start writing also here, I hope to get some grasp on what the attitude here means and why it's so. What are the tabboos and 'noias to be discussed and what are not to be nurtured and why. In some other places, I don't really care about inner linguistic and superegoical polices that try to filter my way of selfexpression.. but here I've desided to work with/along the manners of respect. Till the forum consensus looses it grip of free expression. I'm not pointing any fingers but I've met some discussions that left my wandering the tones how some conversations where labeled non suitable. Foliohatconspirators get to get more juice if their constructs get shot down by sheer firepower arrogance and fears that conspicrazous mindsets are somehow contagious. (they are when they are but some forum policicings did seem strange to me)

I feel sorry to start this inroduction with a rant, for frankly I'm very happy to arrive in your loving community. For at times this has been a place of most amusing and thoughtprovocing conversations in the www-space. It wasn't my premeditated plan, but I wanted to write it out of system 'cause I've mostly been spending time with jolly old crazy people for past years. My experiences and friends that have been spending time in mental wards and my deepest empathy towards them do let certain ways of handling arguements and meeting diverce worldviews pop-out in angry manner.

I don't really know if this is needless to say but I find you all beautifull and love you for what it's worth.

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I'll like to list some of my favorite artists to this end.. 'cause taste on art is kind of universal language and gets you know where I'm standing:

Kula Shaker, Ozzy Osbourne, Leonard Cohen, Byrds, post-beatless, Morrisons (mainly grant and jim), Huxley, Burrougses, Alan Moore, Dada in general, Surrealism, Derrida, Sokrates, Platon Solids, Art Brut, Abject art, Ellis, Sophia Laurens, Joan Baez, Post Ford (Prefect analogy), Kevin Costner, Post versus Front contra Antarior, Orwell, Hal Duncan, Gilliam, PKD, Coltrane, Descartes, humouristic Osho, Bill Hicks, Crowley, Neil Gaiman, Liquid Sound Design, Queen, Ziggy Stardust, Michael Moorcock, that matemagjian who wrote about Alice, Analoguos Lucy, Farscape, Stygian Port, Lynch, Sting, Rich Burley, Aaron Diaz, Doom Patrol, Vivaldi remixes, what ever is playing, Shakespearian theatre, apology for Castaneda, AraHats, ManHats, TopHats and Mercury

 

[tony]

Welcome to the nexus

While I'm going to start writing also here, I hope to get some grasp on what the attitude here means and why it's so. What are the tabboos and 'noias to be discussed and what are not to be nurtured and why. In some other places, I don't really care about inner linguistic and superegoical polices that try to filter my way of selfexpression.. but here I've desided to work with/along the manners of respect. Till the forum consensus looses it grip of free expression. I'm not pointing any fingers but I've met some discussions that left my wandering the tones how some conversations where labeled non suitable. Foliohatconspirators get to get more juice if their constructs get shot down by sheer firepower arrogance and fears that conspicrazous mindsets are somehow contagious. (they are when they are but some forum policicings did seem strange to me)

I feel sorry to start this inroduction with a rant, for frankly I'm very happy to arrive in your loving community. For at times this has been a place of most amusing and thoughtprovocing conversations in the www-space. It wasn't my premeditated plan, but I wanted to write it out of system 'cause I've mostly been spending time with jolly old crazy people for past years. My experiences and friends that have been spending time in mental wards and my deepest empathy towards them do let certain ways of handling arguements and meeting diverce worldviews pop-out in angry manner.

In response to this I'll start by saying that the nexus is the only "drug" forum that I have ever registered/posted on, even though I have been experimenting with various drugs since I was 13 (a decade ago). The reason is because it is the only one I have ever seen that isnt full of nonsense, flaming, spam and information that is unverified or inaccurate information. Information can be gleaned from other drug forums but I have never seen one as well organized as the nexus.

The vast majority of threads/posts on here are rational, respectful, thought out and on topic. This is precisely because everyone follows (usually voluntarily) the guidelines and attitude section.

This is not a democracy (as the owner of the site has stated) and it is not about free speech and conspiracy theories... It is about gaining and sharing reliable information about DMT and other entheogens. This is not really possible in a full free speech environment where people can say and claim whatever they like.

There are tons of other forums where the mods pay very little attention to quality of posts, I for one prefer and appreciate the way the nexus is and I think the vast majority of people who use the site agree.

Hope that helped

 

[Bill Cipher]

If you wish to be a member here, you will need to follow the guidelines as they're explained in the attitude section. If you find them to be overly constrictive (and you may, if you are feeling the need to vent in your first and only post), then this isn't the place for you.

The rules aren't open to debate. Accept them and be welcome. Reject them, argue or post in contravention and you will be asked to leave.

Welcome to the Nexus.

 

[Labyrinth]

Thank you for pointing out my fears, prejustices and ownershipfacts.

I even thought about making new start under different name and part of my being. But then again didn't go that way. Mainly 'cause generally when reading forum (or any other forum) I have feeling of reading how different parts of me conversate with each other. So me/us/we have always been. Now I, under the narrative of labyrinthine riddles have arrived. Random playlist is voicing out guano apes open your eyes at this point of time where my temporal state is partly focuced. (the problem is with these collectivly conditionilized systems of fears to ward madness, which is terrifaing if it's taken that way) (another problem seems to be :roll: asking for hublity when sometimes pride is the key... not ever continiuing pride but sequences of pride and hublity and maybe yet more opti,ons)

I tend to hear these laughters of disbelief and nervous fear while writing from my experinces truthfully without setting my word according to what is allowed to say. Some systems tell me that I'm being egoistic, others that I'm being mad and etc etc. Really I'm just happy but I held every experince true to the amount that it is. If I write to promote coinspiracy theories, I do for soul revealing therapical sense, 'cause I feel for those who are debunked and for those who dodge conversation for the sake of their own fears. I've spent time in deep waters and nowdays find myself 'pure' to work for most viced and creepy mindfuck stuff while staying in contact with soul (some of you don't like that word, but it's best I've got for describing what I mean there).

I could go forward forever talking about how I experince myself in time and outside time, how I feel that I'mgently hacking this systems of my psyche while writing here and how I find it extremely ironic to talk with psyheads like me who are so stucked with chainlike molechylar pictures and substances to get their ship working. I respect subtances for what they can do but I must add that by dreaming, imaginary and immaterial subtances I'm able to make psychedelic experince ever lasting trip. I have very vivid and healing relationship with acid and it's analogies, but luckyly it didn't end but is to be found from anywhere I can dig the experinces and memories of it. Even to the treshold of visual and trippy realm... there is a different but intersected world with shrooms. Nowdays I even can get some experinces from winks of nutmeg and salvia though during the actual takings of those substances I didn't get the feeling of crossing any therashold I've been expecting.

I like to dig spirit, sense alterations, living language, feel of communion, s0ouls, silence, music, time, mirrorings, shadowings, light and colors from chemical, wordly, artistic, material and godly realms while meditating/dreaming/whatnot as my everpresent state of being. Some moments are bad realms or slow boredoms, when they are. Call them dreams if they are... I'll investigate this day further.

It's nice to be here though : {byrds started the chimes of freedom... 'we docked in to the doorway thunder chrshing'}

<- it's nice to meditate on those copywrite prints and watermarks in this video about freedom... like concept of ownership in any nexus
{lonesome hearted lovers with two personalitales}