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Attempted 3 trips today, all outside in the garden, all 50mg

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Bonny

Bonny

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And sadly, not one of them really worked. That is to say, I was never really gone or seeing much CEV.

I had a sit down and talk with the bong in advance of the first and last hits, letting it know I didn't fear it but I did respect it, and that did seem to help. The second one was in danger of going sinister with the garden lurching off in to the distance further every time I closed my eyes and reopened them.

First two with Caapi, last with just tobacco.

Could it be because I'm tired, or possibly coming down with a cold? I don't want to just smash through and cause myself problems again by increasing the dose, but I would like /something/ to happen.

Catch 22 me thinks. I must confess I put the bong down when I started feeling the effects each time, rather then heroically continuing. That could be a factor perhaps.
 
You're cruising for a bruising :)

This once happened to me. I was smoking heroic doses, daring the spice to man up. I was packing 50, 60, 80 and it would just seem like a wheel came off, it would all go a little awry-like. Nothing was happening. I was becoming increasingly frustrated at my inability to 'break through' - after I had several awesome breakthroughs.

Then one day a black slick of needy leech-like spirits, like a slick of the blackest oil imaginable came at me after I took a massive hit. I died. I mean I died. In an instant. Dead. Gone. Cold. Nothing.

I came to in utter blackness. Two obsidian beings were contemplating my fate. I begged for some light, some, something. It eventually sent me back with a message for 1) cleaner spice and 2) patience.

This scared the shit out of me and I cleaned the spice I had. I recrystalized to nice white crystals and attempted another journey a week later. I loaded 20mg.

20mg gave me the most powerful journey I have had to date. That journey scared me off for 2 months. That was when I was reprogrammed by the serpent lady.

Anyway, I now have wonderful breakthroughs, but I think only because I followed the path and pushed it, learned a few lessons and took a few beatings. This is your process, only you can follow it.

Spice is completely idiosyncratic. A symbiotic relationship is formed between you and it. Only you can find out what is happening.

You will go through a period of seeming nothingness and turbulence before you are presented your place.

Good luck traveler.
 
ghostman said:
You're cruising for a bruising :)
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Not me sir. I'm being good sir, honest. I was always hitting 70 before. These were all 50. I swear.

:cry:
 
Bonny said:
ghostman said:
You're cruising for a bruising :)
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Not me sir. I'm being good sir, honest. I was always hitting 70 before. These were all 50. I swear.

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50mg should blast anyone off. You're being denied entry, who knows why...

I still think you should make some Electric Sheep ;-)
 
these threads always intrigue me... I have no scale but as yet havent needed one! just a few grains of spice and I am GONE:d very interesting stuff this spice is!

do you own a chalet? maybe your smoking apartatus is just not what you need at the moment. I find chalet's amazing personally...
 
SunRise said:
these threads always intrigue me... I have no scale but as yet havent needed one! just a few grains of spice and I am GONE:d very interesting stuff this spice is!

do you own a chalet? maybe your smoking apartatus is just not what you need at the moment. I find chalet's amazing personally...
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What's a chalet? (other than an Alpine abode)
 
Any unusual stress in your life right now? Whatever's holding you back, it's either the way you're dosing or something about your psychology. How big is your bong? Try using warm water, as there's less chance of the spice crashing out.
 
I have had similar experiences where I just get so frusterated that its "not working"... I don't know why it happens though, so if you find out, pass along the info! :)

The best time I have had on DMT was when I had no expectations... it may be coincidence, or maybe expectations shield us from truly enveloping ourselves in the moment....

~BC
 
ghostman said:
SunRise said:
these threads always intrigue me... I have no scale but as yet havent needed one! just a few grains of spice and I am GONE:d very interesting stuff this spice is!

do you own a chalet? maybe your smoking apartatus is just not what you need at the moment. I find chalet's amazing personally...
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What's a chalet? (other than an Alpine abode)
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I believe people call them oil burners on this forum? I may be misspelling it also, but its pronounced the same as chalet?

anyway they are FTW:twisted:
 
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