Blues Traveler
Rising Star
This is my first post, my breakthrough happened three weeks ago, but I was too afraid to post it. Also right after the experience I was speechless, and for many days I could not describe what I went through. With much integration and deep meditating words still cant depict what I went through. All I can say is it felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my entire body, and I was one with everything. To say the least, this departure from reality has brought me closer to the real me, and has changed my life forever.
I have done many substances in my years, but this was the truth. It has changed my whole perspective on life, and have such a positive feeling ever since. The colors are brighter now and the air smells sweeter. I am just so happy to be alive. I feel like this experience has made me a better human because of what I went through during hyperspace.
To dive right into it, my friends and I meditated for about 30 minutes, and then my friend loaded the bowl with changa and the beautiful spirit molecule. He passed me "weird science" and i took one hit slowly and started to feel it do its thing. I let go and took another and all of a sudden it hit me like a mac truck. I did not know where i was and it felt like my arm was broken bc it looked like it was behind my back, but in reality it was in front of me. The spice took me into this dream world that I can only describe as peaceful and calming. I was so in it that I forgot to close my eyes. I saw all the colors of the rainbow around the room and then all of a sudden i felt all this energy building up in me, like i said earlier it felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my body.
The open eyed visuals were insane, I looked at my friends tapestry and with in the lines tiny soldiers were marching to this major factory. During this time, I was thinking in my head that there is no way this is happening and trying to logically explain what was happening. I looked around the multicolored room and saw a poster of OBAMA and his face started to melt. After this happened I heard a voice that told me to LET GO. After I decided to LET GO I just drifted back into my love sac and closed my eyes.
This is where the change in my life occurred, I closed my eyes and all of sudden I was floating in space with the stars as my audience. I was in the Padmansa pose floating higher and higher until I reached to winged entities. They were faceless, but just glowing fluorescently, no colors just very very bright. All of sudden they reached out with their hands. They continued to reach into my chest like they were trying to touch my heart. As they did this the deeper they reached, thoughts of being a better human flooded my conscious. For example, spend more time with my family, smile more and say hi to more ppl. Before this experience I was a very selfish person and did not think of others. So after the entities touched my heart, they turned into a fractal figure of a beautiful butterfly that just folded on top of itself, and this lasted maybe 2 mins, but then it was over.
My friends and i felt like we were one with each other and was so happy to be ALIVE. I think this molecule is so sacred and I have so much respect for it. It has changed my life for the better and I am in debt. I will be a student for the rest of my life. I know I am young in these practices, but I know what I experienced was real and i feel blessed to go through it. I feel so happy to be ALIVE, and I have been reborn through spice.
Thank you
Always in debt
Still Searching...
I have done many substances in my years, but this was the truth. It has changed my whole perspective on life, and have such a positive feeling ever since. The colors are brighter now and the air smells sweeter. I am just so happy to be alive. I feel like this experience has made me a better human because of what I went through during hyperspace.
To dive right into it, my friends and I meditated for about 30 minutes, and then my friend loaded the bowl with changa and the beautiful spirit molecule. He passed me "weird science" and i took one hit slowly and started to feel it do its thing. I let go and took another and all of a sudden it hit me like a mac truck. I did not know where i was and it felt like my arm was broken bc it looked like it was behind my back, but in reality it was in front of me. The spice took me into this dream world that I can only describe as peaceful and calming. I was so in it that I forgot to close my eyes. I saw all the colors of the rainbow around the room and then all of a sudden i felt all this energy building up in me, like i said earlier it felt like the essence of life was pulsing through my body.
The open eyed visuals were insane, I looked at my friends tapestry and with in the lines tiny soldiers were marching to this major factory. During this time, I was thinking in my head that there is no way this is happening and trying to logically explain what was happening. I looked around the multicolored room and saw a poster of OBAMA and his face started to melt. After this happened I heard a voice that told me to LET GO. After I decided to LET GO I just drifted back into my love sac and closed my eyes.
This is where the change in my life occurred, I closed my eyes and all of sudden I was floating in space with the stars as my audience. I was in the Padmansa pose floating higher and higher until I reached to winged entities. They were faceless, but just glowing fluorescently, no colors just very very bright. All of sudden they reached out with their hands. They continued to reach into my chest like they were trying to touch my heart. As they did this the deeper they reached, thoughts of being a better human flooded my conscious. For example, spend more time with my family, smile more and say hi to more ppl. Before this experience I was a very selfish person and did not think of others. So after the entities touched my heart, they turned into a fractal figure of a beautiful butterfly that just folded on top of itself, and this lasted maybe 2 mins, but then it was over.
My friends and i felt like we were one with each other and was so happy to be ALIVE. I think this molecule is so sacred and I have so much respect for it. It has changed my life for the better and I am in debt. I will be a student for the rest of my life. I know I am young in these practices, but I know what I experienced was real and i feel blessed to go through it. I feel so happy to be ALIVE, and I have been reborn through spice.
Thank you
Always in debt
Still Searching...