jdubs
Rising Star
Yesterday I had my first full ayahuasca experience. 75g of Caupuri vine, and 3g of mimosa hostilis were consumed.
Started off feeling like a strong caapi experience, when suddenly I started getting confused. I tried to sit in a vaguely meditative experience but couldn't focus.
Got chest pains, and mild panic began to set in. I took it as a reminder I should probably start being a bit healthier. Got very dizzy and felt sick and grabbed bucket for purge. It was dry and as soon as I did it felt fine again and relaxed.
Got wrapped in warmth, with some kind of freindly presence, smiling. Then the light really started to work.
Strange spice-type sounds and yabbering from unworldly voices, cackling at my foolish thought processes. Strange shaped creatures invading my mind.
It wasn't until it was over that I realised it haad really started. A bit more light next time methinks.
Then just peace, almost blissful sense of caapi-contented fadeout for the rest of the night. Tracers appeared like vsicous gloop that I could swing round my arms. The gloop seemed real...
Shpongle sounded amazing before after the light though while peaking, it was a bit much.
In a word - LOVELY
Started off feeling like a strong caapi experience, when suddenly I started getting confused. I tried to sit in a vaguely meditative experience but couldn't focus.
Got chest pains, and mild panic began to set in. I took it as a reminder I should probably start being a bit healthier. Got very dizzy and felt sick and grabbed bucket for purge. It was dry and as soon as I did it felt fine again and relaxed.
Got wrapped in warmth, with some kind of freindly presence, smiling. Then the light really started to work.
Strange spice-type sounds and yabbering from unworldly voices, cackling at my foolish thought processes. Strange shaped creatures invading my mind.
It wasn't until it was over that I realised it haad really started. A bit more light next time methinks.
Then just peace, almost blissful sense of caapi-contented fadeout for the rest of the night. Tracers appeared like vsicous gloop that I could swing round my arms. The gloop seemed real...
Shpongle sounded amazing before after the light though while peaking, it was a bit much.
In a word - LOVELY