Mandukeya
Shamanic Engineer
My career with medicines started with a "this natural stuff is a scam" heroic dose of mushrooms after an uninformed first try with burnt psilocybin on a toast. It was an amazing night, despite me having done years of online studies on psychedelics I had no idea I turned from atheist halfdouch to a loving buddhist (well, some kind of, y'all know) guy in a few hours or eternities depending on which perspective one would choose.
Unfortunately the night ended in extreme confusion and scared me shitless. Should have had a sitter who could inform me that time didn't really stop. The following trips went basically straight to the fear and I had to work my courage up slowly over the next years, especially since I didn't know anyone who was into the subject.
Anyways, that was 14 years ago or so and I logged alot of trips, most on the careful side but I try to meet with God as often as I dare.
As probably a lot of you guys I've been very interested in DMT almost since I started, but it took quite a while before I dared to work with it. (Btw I've had a few doses in my stash for about 4 years without touching it, in a little airtight vial, I can inform you that it was just as powerful as the fresh stuff)
So when I heard of Changa and its benefits over freebase I was Intrigued. A lot less scary to slowly increase the power, like taking a sweet walk down the mountain as opposed to jumping off a cliff from what I read.
Now I have completed my own extraction and made my own Changa of about 45% 10x Caapi (according to the thread with similar name), 35 or so % DMT and some lotus and passionflower.
So, the point of this thread: I have now smoked it a few times but it feels very hard to push further after the first few minutes?
Yesterday I put some 50mg of this Changa in the GVG and it immediately took me to a room of crystal clear room of visuals. Smoked more through a bong when that room started to fade but got only minor effect.
Today I smoked first 30mg of the Changa out of a bong which wasn't enough for the full color visuals and subsequent hits of totally another 70mg over 5-10 minutes didn't take me further than a close up zoom of someones dark fury tail?!
I think I'm quite good at letting go and relax into it btw.
So what to do? Am I smoking way too small hits? Do I need more harmalas to be able to use Changa in a baby steps fashion? Or should I just give up, man up and smoke larger hits in the GVG?
Thanks for being there Nexians!
Unfortunately the night ended in extreme confusion and scared me shitless. Should have had a sitter who could inform me that time didn't really stop. The following trips went basically straight to the fear and I had to work my courage up slowly over the next years, especially since I didn't know anyone who was into the subject.
Anyways, that was 14 years ago or so and I logged alot of trips, most on the careful side but I try to meet with God as often as I dare.
As probably a lot of you guys I've been very interested in DMT almost since I started, but it took quite a while before I dared to work with it. (Btw I've had a few doses in my stash for about 4 years without touching it, in a little airtight vial, I can inform you that it was just as powerful as the fresh stuff)
So when I heard of Changa and its benefits over freebase I was Intrigued. A lot less scary to slowly increase the power, like taking a sweet walk down the mountain as opposed to jumping off a cliff from what I read.
Now I have completed my own extraction and made my own Changa of about 45% 10x Caapi (according to the thread with similar name), 35 or so % DMT and some lotus and passionflower.
So, the point of this thread: I have now smoked it a few times but it feels very hard to push further after the first few minutes?
Yesterday I put some 50mg of this Changa in the GVG and it immediately took me to a room of crystal clear room of visuals. Smoked more through a bong when that room started to fade but got only minor effect.
Today I smoked first 30mg of the Changa out of a bong which wasn't enough for the full color visuals and subsequent hits of totally another 70mg over 5-10 minutes didn't take me further than a close up zoom of someones dark fury tail?!
I think I'm quite good at letting go and relax into it btw.
So what to do? Am I smoking way too small hits? Do I need more harmalas to be able to use Changa in a baby steps fashion? Or should I just give up, man up and smoke larger hits in the GVG?
Thanks for being there Nexians!