mshanksman
Rising Star
Here is the story of my first experience with dmt, sub-breakthrough. i feel like i need to write it out, and where else would i be allowed? so here goes, experience report style
19 y/o male
work week had left me feeling poweless, depressed, uninspired
previously i had used alcohol and marijuana on occasion
setting: my brothers apartment with him and his housemates around to make sure i was ok
i planned to ingest it with harmine in the morning because last time I drank harmine solution, i was unable to sleep (also threw my guts up, very unpleasant)
so, i mixed it up with some Sierra Mist soda, and waited for it all to dissolve.
i drank the yellow harmine solution, 125 mg fb in 100 ml
then, 10 minutes later i drank the clear dmt solution, 30 mg fb in 100 ml
i drank some water in case i had to throw up again (i was on an empty stomach)
30 minutes later i noticed effects coming on. brighter colors, feeling cloudy/sedated, very mild nausea. I started seeing patterns on everything, & as i thought about things, everything seemed really important. depression had disconnected me from the world, and this feeling made me temporarily re-engage. I could perceive how my senses were working, how they were being fooled by the drugs, and that shed light on how much of life experience is based on our brains filling in missing details with whatever seems appropriate. I felt like an insect or a fleshy animal, i was conscious of my biological make-up, or at least my perception of it.
When i closed my eyes, i caught vague glimpses of things that weren't there, like a huge 6-armed monster that was made of the same fleshy stuff as I was, but definitely no breakthrough. Carpet appeared to be alive and moving.
a hour after injestion, things were very emotional. I decided i had to go hug my brother, who was in the kitchen cooking, because i had been disconnected from him for a while and i felt like it was simply the right thing to do and i was obligated as a mortal human to do it. He asked me to describe what was happening as far as the drugs were concerned (he has never done drugs and probably won't). I tried to explain it, but tripped on words a lot, trailed off into silence and staring out the windows, and rambled about senses and memories that were becoming real to me again.
coming down was giggly, i was with other people, which made the experience different than being alone. Alot more like baseline, less disoriented, just that everything was funny. similar to a marijuanna experience, but clearer.
the whole thing lasted about 2 hours.
I did a small dose, but i was still surprised by the mildness of the experience, especially its similarity to a marijuana experience. All in all it was very positive. I do not feel like i immediately need to do a bigger dose, but I am sure I will eventually, as well as trying the smoked route, and it inspired to share this experience with my friends who also have not done any psychedelics.
19 y/o male
work week had left me feeling poweless, depressed, uninspired
previously i had used alcohol and marijuana on occasion
setting: my brothers apartment with him and his housemates around to make sure i was ok
i planned to ingest it with harmine in the morning because last time I drank harmine solution, i was unable to sleep (also threw my guts up, very unpleasant)
so, i mixed it up with some Sierra Mist soda, and waited for it all to dissolve.
i drank the yellow harmine solution, 125 mg fb in 100 ml
then, 10 minutes later i drank the clear dmt solution, 30 mg fb in 100 ml
i drank some water in case i had to throw up again (i was on an empty stomach)
30 minutes later i noticed effects coming on. brighter colors, feeling cloudy/sedated, very mild nausea. I started seeing patterns on everything, & as i thought about things, everything seemed really important. depression had disconnected me from the world, and this feeling made me temporarily re-engage. I could perceive how my senses were working, how they were being fooled by the drugs, and that shed light on how much of life experience is based on our brains filling in missing details with whatever seems appropriate. I felt like an insect or a fleshy animal, i was conscious of my biological make-up, or at least my perception of it.
When i closed my eyes, i caught vague glimpses of things that weren't there, like a huge 6-armed monster that was made of the same fleshy stuff as I was, but definitely no breakthrough. Carpet appeared to be alive and moving.
a hour after injestion, things were very emotional. I decided i had to go hug my brother, who was in the kitchen cooking, because i had been disconnected from him for a while and i felt like it was simply the right thing to do and i was obligated as a mortal human to do it. He asked me to describe what was happening as far as the drugs were concerned (he has never done drugs and probably won't). I tried to explain it, but tripped on words a lot, trailed off into silence and staring out the windows, and rambled about senses and memories that were becoming real to me again.
coming down was giggly, i was with other people, which made the experience different than being alone. Alot more like baseline, less disoriented, just that everything was funny. similar to a marijuanna experience, but clearer.
the whole thing lasted about 2 hours.
I did a small dose, but i was still surprised by the mildness of the experience, especially its similarity to a marijuana experience. All in all it was very positive. I do not feel like i immediately need to do a bigger dose, but I am sure I will eventually, as well as trying the smoked route, and it inspired to share this experience with my friends who also have not done any psychedelics.
