Not new, but been a few years since I was here. And feels good to be back! I've missed it.
Got very heavily into Ayahuasca around 2015 that escalated into DMT and other Pyschs. But Ayahuasca and Changa is closest to my heart. After this i slowed down a bit, and eventually had a long break until 2019. Then I introduced someone to Aya that never should have drank. Didn't go so well and I felt responsible. That and various other lofe events triggered another long break.
Last couple years has been hell, health issues and a failed surgery and my worst depression as of yet (after the surgery). But its interesting how a crisis once on the other side can change things. Last few weeks I've been feelings crazy strong pull to Ayahuasca and my spirituality. Feeling the spark for life again, after literally been at rick botom just a few miontsh ago.
For the first time since 2015 I feel mentally ready. Nervous as heck of obviously, but very much feel tge calling. And god I miss some of the times and people from back in 2015/16. I think I did around 100 ceremonies over a couple of years. I rank some of the experuiences with Ayahusca and Changa (especially when combined lol) up there with the birth of my daughter.
Anyhow, just wanted to say hi again, since its been a while.
Love and light. (And finally I can see some light in the distance)
Got very heavily into Ayahuasca around 2015 that escalated into DMT and other Pyschs. But Ayahuasca and Changa is closest to my heart. After this i slowed down a bit, and eventually had a long break until 2019. Then I introduced someone to Aya that never should have drank. Didn't go so well and I felt responsible. That and various other lofe events triggered another long break.
Last couple years has been hell, health issues and a failed surgery and my worst depression as of yet (after the surgery). But its interesting how a crisis once on the other side can change things. Last few weeks I've been feelings crazy strong pull to Ayahuasca and my spirituality. Feeling the spark for life again, after literally been at rick botom just a few miontsh ago.
For the first time since 2015 I feel mentally ready. Nervous as heck of obviously, but very much feel tge calling. And god I miss some of the times and people from back in 2015/16. I think I did around 100 ceremonies over a couple of years. I rank some of the experuiences with Ayahusca and Changa (especially when combined lol) up there with the birth of my daughter.
Anyhow, just wanted to say hi again, since its been a while.
Love and light. (And finally I can see some light in the distance)
