Hello dear fellow 'nexians, first post here!
There are those here who are far more experienced than I the ways of the spice, so i have come to ask thee sages of hyperspace for a bit of advice on this one..
My ROA is e-mesh. Its honestly very clean, direct and efficient. I dont know what more i could ask for. Dosing anywhere between 10 to 30mg, those of you know how efficient this is know that it zoinks you out pretty good.
It seems the consensus is DMT trips vary quite a bit, but mine have been all exactly the same, regardless of state of mind, if i meditated before, general mood, dosage, temperature settings, temperature calibration, and so on.
Anyway to not make a short story long, i enter this space of fractal inverting shapes, feel a vague presence (no visuals of entities, just a general "sense" ), and basically get told to gtfo. " :!: "
It ranges anywhere from "begone human, this is not the place for you", to good-natured just trying to bring the silly baby who got out of its pen, back in the pen.
Though i do not feel like they're particularly agressive (though they can be stern), i still feel there might be a limit to their patience. To appease them i've quit for periods of time, meditated some more, pondered if my mind is perhaps too "incompatible" with higher realms and i just cant self-evaluate it properly. But every time, the story is the same.
So my favourite part of spice ends up being right after "getting back", enjoying the fullness and density of space, intensity of colors, sharpening of contours. Its like getting turned around every time you try to enter a night club for being too lame, so you just enjoy the porch a bit and go home. Mind you, i did not consider myself lame upon first doing it, i had my proverbial hard hat on ready for some old fashioned spelunking. Well, i still do not consider myself lame but something definitely seems up.
Thank you, best regards
There are those here who are far more experienced than I the ways of the spice, so i have come to ask thee sages of hyperspace for a bit of advice on this one..
My ROA is e-mesh. Its honestly very clean, direct and efficient. I dont know what more i could ask for. Dosing anywhere between 10 to 30mg, those of you know how efficient this is know that it zoinks you out pretty good.
It seems the consensus is DMT trips vary quite a bit, but mine have been all exactly the same, regardless of state of mind, if i meditated before, general mood, dosage, temperature settings, temperature calibration, and so on.
Anyway to not make a short story long, i enter this space of fractal inverting shapes, feel a vague presence (no visuals of entities, just a general "sense" ), and basically get told to gtfo. " :!: "
It ranges anywhere from "begone human, this is not the place for you", to good-natured just trying to bring the silly baby who got out of its pen, back in the pen.
Though i do not feel like they're particularly agressive (though they can be stern), i still feel there might be a limit to their patience. To appease them i've quit for periods of time, meditated some more, pondered if my mind is perhaps too "incompatible" with higher realms and i just cant self-evaluate it properly. But every time, the story is the same.
So my favourite part of spice ends up being right after "getting back", enjoying the fullness and density of space, intensity of colors, sharpening of contours. Its like getting turned around every time you try to enter a night club for being too lame, so you just enjoy the porch a bit and go home. Mind you, i did not consider myself lame upon first doing it, i had my proverbial hard hat on ready for some old fashioned spelunking. Well, i still do not consider myself lame but something definitely seems up.
Thank you, best regards