camakazi
RUN DMT
Banquished to the nursery when I've dinned with the Gods? LoL... I understand x.
... Anyway, before i tell you all of this expirience i have to return to my last one as it had an influence.
My previous trip into spiceland was totally spontanious. I arrived at a friends house on the way home from a drunken night out just as him and a few others returned from thier trips. I was asked if i wanted to make a departure (even though i was really quite drunk).. My uninhibited self agreed to a high dose of white/crystalclear DMT.
I took two massive hits from your A-typical machine and was instantly disintegrated into a million particles of my own consiousness, leaving me nothing.. not even a single strand of my self. The potency of the dose was too much and basically knoked me out. X amount of time later i sort of woke up inside the ever changing, morphing walls of the trip and couldn't understand what i was doing here, or who or even what i was. I felt slighty annoyed that i was here when i wasn't ready yet.. "Im dead?" I tried to force my way out. (imagine being rolled in a carpet of confined to a really tight space.. Then flexing your muscles to burst out) well i done this inside the dmt scape and squashed myself into the grout between the mosaic, all of it at once! It then proceded to churn me around making me even more confused. The first entity of the trip then appeared out of the chaotic jumble of the vision (it reminded me of a smilling theator mask) an im sure it was laughing at the state i got myself in. Soon i started to get my sense of self back piece by piece and came back down completely puzzled as to what just happened.
That was 4 months ago now and since then i've obtained a rather large quantity of spice. Not the ultra pure stuff, but the yellow crystals still sparke in the light.
I built a brand new machine of my own from a bog standard salt shaker on thursday. It took hours to drill the base, but i reckon things must be done right.. Especially when i'll treasure this device for a number of years. Once it was ready i performed my little improvised ritual, blessing the pipe with possitive energy and good vibes.
Friday night... I loaded the machine with about 30mg, just enough to reintroduce myself with the spice. I sat there feeling quite nervous for half an hour or so then decided to just go for it. I spun the pipe in the flame getting the glass nice and hot, but the steel wool wouldn't heat up enough to vap the spice. I got a few puffs of smoke coming out the burn end, but was barely enough to even smell it. I feared my spice was wasted in tiny puffs of smoke and my device was too thick to get hot enough.
I put another 30mg in and proceded to reheat the glass.. Still nothing? I must be doing it wrong. I held the flame below the steel.. light and inhaled. "YES!" i got a great lungfull and another and another.
Initually i started to panic.. All i could think of was my last trip that i described earlier. "shit! Im not ready for that one yet" i thought... I struggled to control my breathing. I told myself "its ok, its just the yellow spice" "you'll be fine" just then the music kicked in (death in vegas... GBH) and everything started to luminate with a yellow glow. I looked at a piece of paper that was actually yellow.. Moments later i closed my eyes to find myself inside a giant lemon. Its light was sooo warm and soothing (i hate winter where i live) this is what i needed, light, warmth, energy. Below me was a yellow soup of light and above i could see the individual segments of the giant lemon. If i focused on one of the segments (imagine the white fibres of a lemon seperating the juicy segments, they were vains of life giving white light) the juicy cell parts were interlocking psychedelic fractals that i could go and explore any time i wanted, pulling me into a multi dimentional yellow mosaic. The warmth and possitive energy from this trip has totally revitalised me.. Even now on monday night i feel great. Any other colours that tried to creep in were simply overwhealmed by the yellowness.
Once again dmt has completely taken me by surprize. Although there were no entities in this one the energy presence was fantastic.
Nothing but love for you all x
peace!
... Anyway, before i tell you all of this expirience i have to return to my last one as it had an influence.
My previous trip into spiceland was totally spontanious. I arrived at a friends house on the way home from a drunken night out just as him and a few others returned from thier trips. I was asked if i wanted to make a departure (even though i was really quite drunk).. My uninhibited self agreed to a high dose of white/crystalclear DMT.
I took two massive hits from your A-typical machine and was instantly disintegrated into a million particles of my own consiousness, leaving me nothing.. not even a single strand of my self. The potency of the dose was too much and basically knoked me out. X amount of time later i sort of woke up inside the ever changing, morphing walls of the trip and couldn't understand what i was doing here, or who or even what i was. I felt slighty annoyed that i was here when i wasn't ready yet.. "Im dead?" I tried to force my way out. (imagine being rolled in a carpet of confined to a really tight space.. Then flexing your muscles to burst out) well i done this inside the dmt scape and squashed myself into the grout between the mosaic, all of it at once! It then proceded to churn me around making me even more confused. The first entity of the trip then appeared out of the chaotic jumble of the vision (it reminded me of a smilling theator mask) an im sure it was laughing at the state i got myself in. Soon i started to get my sense of self back piece by piece and came back down completely puzzled as to what just happened.
That was 4 months ago now and since then i've obtained a rather large quantity of spice. Not the ultra pure stuff, but the yellow crystals still sparke in the light.
I built a brand new machine of my own from a bog standard salt shaker on thursday. It took hours to drill the base, but i reckon things must be done right.. Especially when i'll treasure this device for a number of years. Once it was ready i performed my little improvised ritual, blessing the pipe with possitive energy and good vibes.
Friday night... I loaded the machine with about 30mg, just enough to reintroduce myself with the spice. I sat there feeling quite nervous for half an hour or so then decided to just go for it. I spun the pipe in the flame getting the glass nice and hot, but the steel wool wouldn't heat up enough to vap the spice. I got a few puffs of smoke coming out the burn end, but was barely enough to even smell it. I feared my spice was wasted in tiny puffs of smoke and my device was too thick to get hot enough.
I put another 30mg in and proceded to reheat the glass.. Still nothing? I must be doing it wrong. I held the flame below the steel.. light and inhaled. "YES!" i got a great lungfull and another and another.
Initually i started to panic.. All i could think of was my last trip that i described earlier. "shit! Im not ready for that one yet" i thought... I struggled to control my breathing. I told myself "its ok, its just the yellow spice" "you'll be fine" just then the music kicked in (death in vegas... GBH) and everything started to luminate with a yellow glow. I looked at a piece of paper that was actually yellow.. Moments later i closed my eyes to find myself inside a giant lemon. Its light was sooo warm and soothing (i hate winter where i live) this is what i needed, light, warmth, energy. Below me was a yellow soup of light and above i could see the individual segments of the giant lemon. If i focused on one of the segments (imagine the white fibres of a lemon seperating the juicy segments, they were vains of life giving white light) the juicy cell parts were interlocking psychedelic fractals that i could go and explore any time i wanted, pulling me into a multi dimentional yellow mosaic. The warmth and possitive energy from this trip has totally revitalised me.. Even now on monday night i feel great. Any other colours that tried to creep in were simply overwhealmed by the yellowness.
Once again dmt has completely taken me by surprize. Although there were no entities in this one the energy presence was fantastic.
Nothing but love for you all x
peace!
