Compound37
Gotta risk it, to get the biscuit
Hello Nexus World,
First things first, my name is Compound37, if you add up the numeric values of D and M and T it equals 37; this has been a code for me and several of my close friends for talking about DMT since I first started its use. I'm 20, male, and in college, during the summer I'm a cook for a private golf club. I love hiking, biking, nature, and exploring this and other worlds :lol:
That being said I am incredibly excited to join such a fantastic community full of support. I've been a lurker on the Nexus and Shroomery for about a year and a half now, the tek help came in incredibly handy during my first couple of extractions. I finally decided to join here as I start my lastest round of explorations, and this is my FIRST online forum I've ever joined(mainly because of the petty fights that pop up almost everywhere else I've lurked).
I first found DMT, or actually DMT first found me 2 years ago when my close friend "Ted" told me to come over right away, I did, he had this crazy drug called DMT that I'd never heard of. He knew I was a psychonaut though and explained a couple of trip reports to build my interest. He had purchased it from a "guy"(I know how most feel about this, and I feel the same...), but offered me my first hit free if I had wanted to try it right then.....took me about half a second to say lets do it.
Took first hit, gagged a bit on the taste, Ted laughed and said take another hit and hold it in as long as you can, so I did without stopping to think about my current um situation in which reality was very rapidly beginning to resemble something very foreign. Held the second hit in, blew it out, and my mouth hung open, I said "what the fuck!", Ted thought I messed up the hit and wasn't tripping so was kind of bummed trying to tell me how to try it next time better, I wanted nothing more than to tell him that I was there and having a great time, but had somehow lost control of my voice, or lost the grasp on language, when I finally figured out how to talk I told him I was GONE, and asked if I could stand up, he said why not. So I stood up and looked down at the "carpet" which was now a million little army men(like the plastic soldiers you had as kids) all marching in these wave like formations, the air was like crystalline with geometric fractals. He had a poster on the wall, and it seemed to be a blackhole like structure, I REALLY wanted to go through it(something about a book I read when younger called Singularity by William Sleator), figured that as i approached the event horizon I could watch a billion years of human history in ten seconds due to the massive gravity and that the knowledge would be worth my life (little forshadowing of my later riskier ventures with spice to be covered in the indefinite future), but by the time I walked to it, it was simply a poster again and I was slipping back to reality. Me and my two close friends, lets call them Jay and Kay, continued to purchase more spice from "Ted" for the remainder of that summer before his connection got busted by the DEA for creating a FaceBook page spreading the good news of great joy of the ease of spice extractions and how they made wicked money by doing it....also learned they'd been using phalaris(sp) root or acacia grass(sp again sorry), and that they'd been purposefully leaving in some large amounts of plant fats to increase weight(one more reason why I agree with people that spice should never be sold or distributed by drug dealers..)
Me and these friends didn't want to end our explorations of the hyperspace(as we were slowly realizing the giant spiritual/growth potential) and were mapping out how to influence our trips to go to other "dimensions" or to stay in body with eyes open while we walked around physical reality with crazy visuals(my buddy Jay once took a 60mg hit before running outside into a forest and climbing a tree, to this day thats still the craziest real world physical activity I've ever seen anyone do on spice). Anyways, so me being the officially voted in "smart guy" of the three of us I was promoted to figure out how to obtain more. So after lots of research I proceeded to try a Marsofold Tek extraction and failed completely, used some kind of plumbing cleaner that was definitely NOT LYE, and made the basified mimosa smell like absolute poop. Luckily I had been lurking here already and knew the importance of numerous small scale extracts vs large ones(THANKS NEXUS AGAIN) , so got lye and tried again, this time I was successful!
This new spice was incredible amounts stronger than the previous we'd been exploring with, and we soon took it to far, for about a month and a half all three of us were taking anywhere from 4-20 hits a night from between ten pm and 5 am ranging between 30-200mg. We called it Crazy Mind F**k Carnival and I'm incredibly lucky that nothing worse happened than what did. It was incredibly irresponsible. The spice had been telling us to knock it off for a while, we all had independently noticed a tall dark entity near the door to the room we regularly used for spice launches, all three of us started reporting what I call the "Inception Effect"-come back from the dreamy world to the real world, but the real world feels less than real because hyperspace felt realer than real. And all three of us locked our keys in our cars at work within 24 hours of each other. Shortly after this Kay had a "death" experience where he thought he was dying, I vomited for the first time from spice and thought the red juice i was throwing up were all small fetuses(was incredibly vile) than looked in the mirror and was convinced spice crystals were forming on my tongue and were about to choke me, panic struck, looked for a knife as I figured the only way to save me would be to cut my tongue off....then laughed at how crazy that was and started coming back to reality. Jay came back crying from hyperspace one night talking about an awful fight between a red entity and a blue one that he had inadvertently gotten in the middle of, a new explorer, "Ben" had said some angelic singing told him that we should all stop going to hyperspace. We didn't listen, kept at it as before, but all ended up with dark trips for so long that eventually we all independently stopped its use without telling the others. After reading a post here about dark entities trying to cause great harm most of today I really resonated with a lot of the opinions members had posted there regarding integration, and giving spice the respect it deserves while using it in a healthy/responsible manner.
Its been about nine months since then and I've taken 3 spice trips all of which were pleasant and I could distinctly tell they were happy I'd took time to integrate the mass amount of exploration that had already took place. Lately I've been trying to "convince" myself to trip, I really feel its time again and that I've integrated my last trips knowledge and want to go to hyperspace, but I get REALLY REALLY anxious regarding the initial blast-off transition to hyperspace, I usually end up gasping for breath while my body gets insanely tingly, once I'm there however I love it, sometimes its joy, sometimes its sadness, but its always changing, always blowing my mind, always taking me screaming out of my box on a roller coaster ride through amazing and horrible things, love it. Anyway, did some serious lurking last three days or so here on the Nexus another time and decided I'd one be tripping again tomorrow(today), that I'd love to be a part of a community as supportive as this one, and that I'd have to post a wicked convincing first couple of posts to prove I'm not some kind of narc or cop. So thats why I created this massive thing, and why I'm going to be trying to post several other insightful posts over the next week or so.
Thanks for listening!
Really look forward to working with all of you here as we work towards understanding different facets of the hyperspace experience and building friendships as we go!
Peace
First things first, my name is Compound37, if you add up the numeric values of D and M and T it equals 37; this has been a code for me and several of my close friends for talking about DMT since I first started its use. I'm 20, male, and in college, during the summer I'm a cook for a private golf club. I love hiking, biking, nature, and exploring this and other worlds :lol:
That being said I am incredibly excited to join such a fantastic community full of support. I've been a lurker on the Nexus and Shroomery for about a year and a half now, the tek help came in incredibly handy during my first couple of extractions. I finally decided to join here as I start my lastest round of explorations, and this is my FIRST online forum I've ever joined(mainly because of the petty fights that pop up almost everywhere else I've lurked).
I first found DMT, or actually DMT first found me 2 years ago when my close friend "Ted" told me to come over right away, I did, he had this crazy drug called DMT that I'd never heard of. He knew I was a psychonaut though and explained a couple of trip reports to build my interest. He had purchased it from a "guy"(I know how most feel about this, and I feel the same...), but offered me my first hit free if I had wanted to try it right then.....took me about half a second to say lets do it.
Took first hit, gagged a bit on the taste, Ted laughed and said take another hit and hold it in as long as you can, so I did without stopping to think about my current um situation in which reality was very rapidly beginning to resemble something very foreign. Held the second hit in, blew it out, and my mouth hung open, I said "what the fuck!", Ted thought I messed up the hit and wasn't tripping so was kind of bummed trying to tell me how to try it next time better, I wanted nothing more than to tell him that I was there and having a great time, but had somehow lost control of my voice, or lost the grasp on language, when I finally figured out how to talk I told him I was GONE, and asked if I could stand up, he said why not. So I stood up and looked down at the "carpet" which was now a million little army men(like the plastic soldiers you had as kids) all marching in these wave like formations, the air was like crystalline with geometric fractals. He had a poster on the wall, and it seemed to be a blackhole like structure, I REALLY wanted to go through it(something about a book I read when younger called Singularity by William Sleator), figured that as i approached the event horizon I could watch a billion years of human history in ten seconds due to the massive gravity and that the knowledge would be worth my life (little forshadowing of my later riskier ventures with spice to be covered in the indefinite future), but by the time I walked to it, it was simply a poster again and I was slipping back to reality. Me and my two close friends, lets call them Jay and Kay, continued to purchase more spice from "Ted" for the remainder of that summer before his connection got busted by the DEA for creating a FaceBook page spreading the good news of great joy of the ease of spice extractions and how they made wicked money by doing it....also learned they'd been using phalaris(sp) root or acacia grass(sp again sorry), and that they'd been purposefully leaving in some large amounts of plant fats to increase weight(one more reason why I agree with people that spice should never be sold or distributed by drug dealers..)
Me and these friends didn't want to end our explorations of the hyperspace(as we were slowly realizing the giant spiritual/growth potential) and were mapping out how to influence our trips to go to other "dimensions" or to stay in body with eyes open while we walked around physical reality with crazy visuals(my buddy Jay once took a 60mg hit before running outside into a forest and climbing a tree, to this day thats still the craziest real world physical activity I've ever seen anyone do on spice). Anyways, so me being the officially voted in "smart guy" of the three of us I was promoted to figure out how to obtain more. So after lots of research I proceeded to try a Marsofold Tek extraction and failed completely, used some kind of plumbing cleaner that was definitely NOT LYE, and made the basified mimosa smell like absolute poop. Luckily I had been lurking here already and knew the importance of numerous small scale extracts vs large ones(THANKS NEXUS AGAIN) , so got lye and tried again, this time I was successful!
This new spice was incredible amounts stronger than the previous we'd been exploring with, and we soon took it to far, for about a month and a half all three of us were taking anywhere from 4-20 hits a night from between ten pm and 5 am ranging between 30-200mg. We called it Crazy Mind F**k Carnival and I'm incredibly lucky that nothing worse happened than what did. It was incredibly irresponsible. The spice had been telling us to knock it off for a while, we all had independently noticed a tall dark entity near the door to the room we regularly used for spice launches, all three of us started reporting what I call the "Inception Effect"-come back from the dreamy world to the real world, but the real world feels less than real because hyperspace felt realer than real. And all three of us locked our keys in our cars at work within 24 hours of each other. Shortly after this Kay had a "death" experience where he thought he was dying, I vomited for the first time from spice and thought the red juice i was throwing up were all small fetuses(was incredibly vile) than looked in the mirror and was convinced spice crystals were forming on my tongue and were about to choke me, panic struck, looked for a knife as I figured the only way to save me would be to cut my tongue off....then laughed at how crazy that was and started coming back to reality. Jay came back crying from hyperspace one night talking about an awful fight between a red entity and a blue one that he had inadvertently gotten in the middle of, a new explorer, "Ben" had said some angelic singing told him that we should all stop going to hyperspace. We didn't listen, kept at it as before, but all ended up with dark trips for so long that eventually we all independently stopped its use without telling the others. After reading a post here about dark entities trying to cause great harm most of today I really resonated with a lot of the opinions members had posted there regarding integration, and giving spice the respect it deserves while using it in a healthy/responsible manner.
Its been about nine months since then and I've taken 3 spice trips all of which were pleasant and I could distinctly tell they were happy I'd took time to integrate the mass amount of exploration that had already took place. Lately I've been trying to "convince" myself to trip, I really feel its time again and that I've integrated my last trips knowledge and want to go to hyperspace, but I get REALLY REALLY anxious regarding the initial blast-off transition to hyperspace, I usually end up gasping for breath while my body gets insanely tingly, once I'm there however I love it, sometimes its joy, sometimes its sadness, but its always changing, always blowing my mind, always taking me screaming out of my box on a roller coaster ride through amazing and horrible things, love it. Anyway, did some serious lurking last three days or so here on the Nexus another time and decided I'd one be tripping again tomorrow(today), that I'd love to be a part of a community as supportive as this one, and that I'd have to post a wicked convincing first couple of posts to prove I'm not some kind of narc or cop. So thats why I created this massive thing, and why I'm going to be trying to post several other insightful posts over the next week or so.
Thanks for listening!
Really look forward to working with all of you here as we work towards understanding different facets of the hyperspace experience and building friendships as we go!
Peace
