Justintime
Rising Star
Hi Every One
First I want to say what an amazing bunch of people you all are. And through all the confusion and limitations trying to force and limit our being. Here we are. I am so happy that we are finding each other.
I was always a problem child in school ( thank you Mom for not letting them medicate me). My desk was in the coat rack corner, up front or next to the teachers desk. It did not matter if you were a bully, wimp or normal. I was going to pester tease or mess with you some how.
I am an only child. No matter the punishment or how many times I got whipped with the belt I was going to do what I wanted to do. My reply to being sent to my room was ( I have my mind and in my mind I can go where I want ).
I was always a bad sleepwalker my Mom told me I use to run around the house saying I was burning and so on.
My whole life I have had very lucid dreams and many time aware of my self dreaming. An other thing is I could always see all the colors in darkness.
My teenage years I started to remember things. I remembered seeing things and having experiences of visuals ( God I hated sleep paralysis )
One morning at my friends house every one was still asleep I decided to close my eyes and stare. I had remembered flashes of seeing things at night so I wanted to see if I could see what I remembered.
All the colors moved and floated around. After 15 mins or so I started seeing sharpness vain through the foggy bright colors and things were starting to get clear. The outline of the room started lining and I saw 3 figures standing a little to the right of me ( they get real clear) I do a test on my self to see if they are fixed or a still image I am seeing. I hold my eyes still and with my eyes staying center I move my head to the left and right. The figure do not follow and they are staying in the same area of the room. They are so crystal clear and colorful. The one on the right side looks over at me and I feel this being is surprised to see me looking at its face. After 5 seconds in very quickly moved right I front of me where I was sitting. I was surprised my self and I move my hands from over my eyes and open them. Now I just see the normal room. I close them again and the colors quickly fade back and it's still there. Then it and the other 2 beings move off very fast and out of sight and this big huge colorful geometrical shifting rock floating in and it was so bright when I opened my eyes I could still see it overlaying my normal vision. It lasted 15 seconds and faded out.
( I will continue this later )
First I want to say what an amazing bunch of people you all are. And through all the confusion and limitations trying to force and limit our being. Here we are. I am so happy that we are finding each other.
I was always a problem child in school ( thank you Mom for not letting them medicate me). My desk was in the coat rack corner, up front or next to the teachers desk. It did not matter if you were a bully, wimp or normal. I was going to pester tease or mess with you some how.
I am an only child. No matter the punishment or how many times I got whipped with the belt I was going to do what I wanted to do. My reply to being sent to my room was ( I have my mind and in my mind I can go where I want ).
I was always a bad sleepwalker my Mom told me I use to run around the house saying I was burning and so on.
My whole life I have had very lucid dreams and many time aware of my self dreaming. An other thing is I could always see all the colors in darkness.
My teenage years I started to remember things. I remembered seeing things and having experiences of visuals ( God I hated sleep paralysis )
One morning at my friends house every one was still asleep I decided to close my eyes and stare. I had remembered flashes of seeing things at night so I wanted to see if I could see what I remembered.
All the colors moved and floated around. After 15 mins or so I started seeing sharpness vain through the foggy bright colors and things were starting to get clear. The outline of the room started lining and I saw 3 figures standing a little to the right of me ( they get real clear) I do a test on my self to see if they are fixed or a still image I am seeing. I hold my eyes still and with my eyes staying center I move my head to the left and right. The figure do not follow and they are staying in the same area of the room. They are so crystal clear and colorful. The one on the right side looks over at me and I feel this being is surprised to see me looking at its face. After 5 seconds in very quickly moved right I front of me where I was sitting. I was surprised my self and I move my hands from over my eyes and open them. Now I just see the normal room. I close them again and the colors quickly fade back and it's still there. Then it and the other 2 beings move off very fast and out of sight and this big huge colorful geometrical shifting rock floating in and it was so bright when I opened my eyes I could still see it overlaying my normal vision. It lasted 15 seconds and faded out.
( I will continue this later )
