Well, so I finally tried to sit down with my Dad and talk about my beliefs. I told him that I don't have a problem believing in a God, but that I do not believe that an all wise and loving God who made me and who loves me would throw me into a burning Hell for Eternity because I didn't have a chance to repent before I got hit by a bus…and he said that that's what it says in the bible. I can't tell him that the bible is not necessarily the all and end all because that is what he believes, he is 65 now and doesn't look like he is going to budge. He also said that he saw on Youtube some videos of people who went to hell and came back, Buddhists saw other Buddhists in there because they were not saved and were Buddhists. I can't prove that that is not true, but after going to that in our discussion, I just gave up in disgust. We also talked about how one can die and go to hell for one slip up, but Jeff Dahmer found Jesus right before he died and went to heaven. Man, talk about old school no budging. I wanted to open up a conversation with him, to start an infinite philosophical debate, trying to no longer feel being judged for not bringing my kids to church and setting them on fire with the holy ghost the Pat Robertson way. Oh well, hmmmm…I guess I will just have to let it all go and avoid anything to do with the whole thing, find many other subjects to fill the quiet moments.