soulthatcreates
simply beautiful
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Very Positive, Had a very happy 28th birthday
(physical condition) Set: A little tired. Up late brewing the night before. Worked all day.
Setting (location): Home; backyard, bedroom
time of day: Late evening, Clear night. Starts shining bright
recent drug use: Smoked a bit of cannabis and had a few beer with friends.
last meal: Pho Noodle soup, 5 hours prior.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: Male
body weight: 78 kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: Experienced in general. First time in this form.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Syrian Rue, Mimosa, DMT Freebase
Dose(s): 3.5g in 45ml shot, 4g in 350ml mug, 25mg in GVG
Method of administration: Boiled in water, filtered and reduced.
EFFECTS
Administration time:
T=0:00 Drank shot of Rue
T=0:40 Drank cup of Mimosa tea
T=1:20 Purge
T=2:30 Vape FB
T=4:00 Sleep (Still feeling effects)
Duration: ~4 hours
First effects: Felt Rue working around T=0:30, Felt Mimosa around T=1:30
Peak: T=2:00 - 3:30
Come down: T=3:30 - 5:00
Baseline: T=? (Fell asleep)
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Couldn't have hoped for a better first experience.
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 1 (A bit uneasy near the beginning, before purge)
Visual Intensity: 3
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 1 (Just tired... Had to get up for work next day)
Afterglow: 3 (Happy to be alive. Looked at the world with new found wonder. Ready to start the new chapter of my life)
REPORT
So I decided my 28th birthday would be a good time to try my first Ayahuasca endeavor. Less than a week before my birthday I got some Caapi and started boiling. I was down to the last wash and I had the other combined washes reducing on the other burner. Well word of advice don't try this when you are even a little bit tired, cause i fell asleep in my chair next to the hotplate and burned the whole works to a smoldering pile... Luckily I was doing it outside and awoke before it caught fire. I cried at the loss of the vine and prayed for forgiveness. "Maybe this was not meant to be." I thought... The day before my birthday I was still determined to make this experience happen despite the bad start. So that night I did a very hasty brew with the 7 grams of Rue I had left over from previous expeditions and 8 grams of Mimosa in separate pots. I had everything all prepared that night, ready for the first day of my 29th year on this planet. Wake up on my birthday feeling positive and looking forward to what the day would bring. I went to work and had a pretty typical day... Had a late lunch of some delicious beef noodle soup. Get home late in the evening feeling slightly more nervous about my upcoming journey. A few friends came over for a bit of beer, cake and cannabis (not in that exact order). They all helped me get a little bit more prepared by cleaning up my space and wishing happy birthdays and safe journeys. I down the Rue tea (yuk) and wait... Starting to feel a bit strange. I have taken Rue tea before but I think this was probably the most potent tea to date. Wait about 40 minutes still second guessing myself... By this time friends had left and just my sitter is around (He's my best friend and is currently living with me) He offered his drunken words of encouragement "Down that stuff man!" So down it went. It was a lot easier to drink than the Rue but man was my stomach not happy... Drank some ginger ale to calm things down a bit. So we were sitting outside, my sitter strumming some tunes on his guitar, my stomach writhing. I'm starting to feel a bit disoriented, lights and movement are getting more uncomfortable, can't hold it in anymore. Had a bucket at hand for the purge. It felt so good emptying out that mess in my stomach, it brought tears to my eyes. When I felt it was all gone and I rubbed the tears from my eyes the trip was escalating quite rapidly and I realized I hadn't lit any candles, or made a play list, or got water at my bedside... So I go scrambling inside, light candles, get water bottles, make quick play list (consisting of Entheogenic - Flight of the Urubus and Golden Cap), use washroom. Ahh finally I can lie down and relax. Laying there I realized I forgot to load up the GVG so get that all prepared also. Next time I'm going to make a list of things to prepare before hand cause using a scale and stuff while between dimensions is difficult LOL. Sitter is not doing a very good job sitting at this point, being more of a distraction than anything else (He was like 8 beer in at this point). So I tell him I have to be alone for a while, He asks me if there is anything I need before he heads upstairs. I tell him it's all good. Eyes closed, I remember seeing his energy appearing as a red glow coming from where he was in the room moving, as he moved out the door, very strange.
So finally, curled up in bed with my dog, all ready to embark on the journey. I remember watching the patterns develop into full 3D immersive visions of amazing unspeakable forms, time dissolves and I feel the connection to everything and everyone who ever lived. The layers of language and culture and all that disappear. Pure timeless experience. I felt like I understood everything all at once, especially what McKenna was trying to express. A lot of it is hard to remember or maybe just hard to describe... I was trying so hard to hold on to details of the experience and remember but the details were just so immense there was no way I could remember it all. I remember thinking about how this power was so great, if people only knew what was possible! I recalled that Alex Jones rant about the elite powers that sit around smoking DMT listening to 'elves' and 'aliens' and it didn't seem that far fetched... It was like a wormhole under language and cultural barriers that could speak directly to your soul. Just WOW! I remember the intensity starting to fade and getting kind of sad... Then it ramped right back up as the track changed, flowing with the music perfectly. I figured I should hit the GVG before it gets too late. I got a perfect hit in two tokes. First toke to get it warmed up and the one big one to get it all in. I see the white fractal wall, it always has a white background when I get to go beyond. I remember an incredible pressure all around my body like the atmosphere was trying to compress my body. I went far beyond the plane of infinite understanding and into some other plane... One of the only things I can remember clearly enough to describe was this bright white room like space and there was a beautiful glob of something that was just oozing beautiful multicolored goo. As I was watching this glob do it's dance or metamorphosis or whatever I remember thinking "What if someone took a picture of me right now?" I realized my mouth was wide open in amazement, like jaw on the ground, and had been for some time now. I thought of Terence trying to describe the DMT experience, talking about how death by astonishment was a real possibility staring right at you. Back to the glob metamorphosis... it melted all away and became the pure white light I remember from my last breakthrough... At that point I cried a single tear of joy at the beauty of it all... So that all started fading away again and back came the sadness. Then the next album started playing this song. The music was just flowing perfectly. It had silence at just the right times and it flowed so nicely with the experience. The beat of Midnight Eyes was just perfect. I felt relaxed and at peace again. As the song progressed I saw the inner world open up and I felt as if I could go anywhere I wanted to, see anything I wanted. The strangest thing started happening, I could feel myself move out of my body. It started at the bottom of my skin and I could actually feel the transition across my skin and move out the top. It kinda caught me off guard and I fell back down. Trying to make it happen again I was unsuccessful and just layed there absorbing the music, pure bliss. So a little later my sitter comes back downstairs to check on me. I heard him rustling around in my room and open an eye. He says "Woah! So did you go there?" I'm like "Oh yea man! and beyond!" We go outside for a smoke and I try to explain things I saw/felt. I thanked him for being there and watching over my body while I was away Go back in and still a little bit under the influence, VERY tired at this point I fall asleep. Next day get up and head to work, totally humbled. I cried a few times listening to Tool along the way. Just amazing, all I wanted to do was tell everyone at work what I had seen! I feel that if everyone witnessed what I witnessed the world would know peace...
I still have the other half of the brews in the fridge and I'm thinking about waiting for the full moon this month to finish it off. Full Moon SHE anyone? I have since quit smoking weed and am hoping that the added mental clarity will help with the recollection and clarity of the experience...
This is getting pretty long so I guess I'll wrap it up here.
Thanks SO MUCH for reading brothers and sisters
Peace and much Love.
Namaste.
(mind)Set: Very Positive, Had a very happy 28th birthday
(physical condition) Set: A little tired. Up late brewing the night before. Worked all day.
Setting (location): Home; backyard, bedroom
time of day: Late evening, Clear night. Starts shining bright
recent drug use: Smoked a bit of cannabis and had a few beer with friends.
last meal: Pho Noodle soup, 5 hours prior.
PARTICIPANT
Gender: Male
body weight: 78 kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: Experienced in general. First time in this form.
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): Syrian Rue, Mimosa, DMT Freebase
Dose(s): 3.5g in 45ml shot, 4g in 350ml mug, 25mg in GVG
Method of administration: Boiled in water, filtered and reduced.
EFFECTS
Administration time:
T=0:00 Drank shot of Rue
T=0:40 Drank cup of Mimosa tea
T=1:20 Purge
T=2:30 Vape FB
T=4:00 Sleep (Still feeling effects)
Duration: ~4 hours
First effects: Felt Rue working around T=0:30, Felt Mimosa around T=1:30
Peak: T=2:00 - 3:30
Come down: T=3:30 - 5:00
Baseline: T=? (Fell asleep)
Intensity (overall): 3
Evaluation / notes: Couldn't have hoped for a better first experience.
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Implesantness: 1 (A bit uneasy near the beginning, before purge)
Visual Intensity: 3
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 1 (Just tired... Had to get up for work next day)
Afterglow: 3 (Happy to be alive. Looked at the world with new found wonder. Ready to start the new chapter of my life)
REPORT
So I decided my 28th birthday would be a good time to try my first Ayahuasca endeavor. Less than a week before my birthday I got some Caapi and started boiling. I was down to the last wash and I had the other combined washes reducing on the other burner. Well word of advice don't try this when you are even a little bit tired, cause i fell asleep in my chair next to the hotplate and burned the whole works to a smoldering pile... Luckily I was doing it outside and awoke before it caught fire. I cried at the loss of the vine and prayed for forgiveness. "Maybe this was not meant to be." I thought... The day before my birthday I was still determined to make this experience happen despite the bad start. So that night I did a very hasty brew with the 7 grams of Rue I had left over from previous expeditions and 8 grams of Mimosa in separate pots. I had everything all prepared that night, ready for the first day of my 29th year on this planet. Wake up on my birthday feeling positive and looking forward to what the day would bring. I went to work and had a pretty typical day... Had a late lunch of some delicious beef noodle soup. Get home late in the evening feeling slightly more nervous about my upcoming journey. A few friends came over for a bit of beer, cake and cannabis (not in that exact order). They all helped me get a little bit more prepared by cleaning up my space and wishing happy birthdays and safe journeys. I down the Rue tea (yuk) and wait... Starting to feel a bit strange. I have taken Rue tea before but I think this was probably the most potent tea to date. Wait about 40 minutes still second guessing myself... By this time friends had left and just my sitter is around (He's my best friend and is currently living with me) He offered his drunken words of encouragement "Down that stuff man!" So down it went. It was a lot easier to drink than the Rue but man was my stomach not happy... Drank some ginger ale to calm things down a bit. So we were sitting outside, my sitter strumming some tunes on his guitar, my stomach writhing. I'm starting to feel a bit disoriented, lights and movement are getting more uncomfortable, can't hold it in anymore. Had a bucket at hand for the purge. It felt so good emptying out that mess in my stomach, it brought tears to my eyes. When I felt it was all gone and I rubbed the tears from my eyes the trip was escalating quite rapidly and I realized I hadn't lit any candles, or made a play list, or got water at my bedside... So I go scrambling inside, light candles, get water bottles, make quick play list (consisting of Entheogenic - Flight of the Urubus and Golden Cap), use washroom. Ahh finally I can lie down and relax. Laying there I realized I forgot to load up the GVG so get that all prepared also. Next time I'm going to make a list of things to prepare before hand cause using a scale and stuff while between dimensions is difficult LOL. Sitter is not doing a very good job sitting at this point, being more of a distraction than anything else (He was like 8 beer in at this point). So I tell him I have to be alone for a while, He asks me if there is anything I need before he heads upstairs. I tell him it's all good. Eyes closed, I remember seeing his energy appearing as a red glow coming from where he was in the room moving, as he moved out the door, very strange.
So finally, curled up in bed with my dog, all ready to embark on the journey. I remember watching the patterns develop into full 3D immersive visions of amazing unspeakable forms, time dissolves and I feel the connection to everything and everyone who ever lived. The layers of language and culture and all that disappear. Pure timeless experience. I felt like I understood everything all at once, especially what McKenna was trying to express. A lot of it is hard to remember or maybe just hard to describe... I was trying so hard to hold on to details of the experience and remember but the details were just so immense there was no way I could remember it all. I remember thinking about how this power was so great, if people only knew what was possible! I recalled that Alex Jones rant about the elite powers that sit around smoking DMT listening to 'elves' and 'aliens' and it didn't seem that far fetched... It was like a wormhole under language and cultural barriers that could speak directly to your soul. Just WOW!
I remember the intensity starting to fade and getting kind of sad... Then it ramped right back up as the track changed, flowing with the music perfectly. I figured I should hit the GVG before it gets too late. I got a perfect hit in two tokes. First toke to get it warmed up and the one big one to get it all in. I see the white fractal wall, it always has a white background when I get to go beyond. I remember an incredible pressure all around my body like the atmosphere was trying to compress my body. I went far beyond the plane of infinite understanding and into some other plane... One of the only things I can remember clearly enough to describe was this bright white room like space and there was a beautiful glob of something that was just oozing beautiful multicolored goo. As I was watching this glob do it's dance or metamorphosis or whatever I remember thinking "What if someone took a picture of me right now?" I realized my mouth was wide open in amazement, like jaw on the ground, and had been for some time now. I thought of Terence trying to describe the DMT experience, talking about how death by astonishment was a real possibility staring right at you. Back to the glob metamorphosis... it melted all away and became the pure white light I remember from my last breakthrough... At that point I cried a single tear of joy at the beauty of it all... So that all started fading away again and back came the sadness. Then the next album started playing this song. The music was just flowing perfectly. It had silence at just the right times and it flowed so nicely with the experience. The beat of Midnight Eyes was just perfect. I felt relaxed and at peace again. As the song progressed I saw the inner world open up and I felt as if I could go anywhere I wanted to, see anything I wanted. The strangest thing started happening, I could feel myself move out of my body. It started at the bottom of my skin and I could actually feel the transition across my skin and move out the top. It kinda caught me off guard and I fell back down. Trying to make it happen again I was unsuccessful and just layed there absorbing the music, pure bliss. So a little later my sitter comes back downstairs to check on me. I heard him rustling around in my room and open an eye. He says "Woah! So did you go there?" I'm like "Oh yea man! and beyond!" We go outside for a smoke and I try to explain things I saw/felt. I thanked him for being there and watching over my body while I was away Go back in and still a little bit under the influence, VERY tired at this point I fall asleep. Next day get up and head to work, totally humbled. I cried a few times listening to Tool along the way. Just amazing, all I wanted to do was tell everyone at work what I had seen! I feel that if everyone witnessed what I witnessed the world would know peace... I still have the other half of the brews in the fridge and I'm thinking about waiting for the full moon this month to finish it off. Full Moon SHE anyone? I have since quit smoking weed and am hoping that the added mental clarity will help with the recollection and clarity of the experience...
This is getting pretty long so I guess I'll wrap it up here.
Thanks SO MUCH for reading brothers and sisters
Peace and much Love.
Namaste.
