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Birthday tears

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DoingKermit

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Hello nexus family :)

I usually don't write trip reports, as i find that words never do my experiences justice and whatever i say fails to portray its true essence and never does it justice. I just don't even try. However, I feel like I had such a profound moment over my birthday weekend, that i have to at least talk about some of it to my fellow space travellers.

I was in Reigate, Surrey (i used to live there and a few friends threw me a party). I took some changa with me and some enhanced mint. I loooooooove enhanced mint. Tastes so yummy. I had made two spliffs... and i know it is sort of a waste when it comes to smoking spice, as a lot might get burnt instead of vaporised, but it is nice for a social smoke. There were 6 of us sharing two spliffs and everyone was having a great time looking over the town from the top of the hill. It was twilight and the sky looked so beautiful.

After people had had enough and wanted to go back to the house, the two spliffs hadn't been finished and my good friend said "let's stay back and finish them". I was like cool, won't be much in them, but what the hey. Waste no want not, right? Well, little did we both know that there must have been concentrated goodies in the end of them. As i held in the second drag i was finding hyperspace engulfing me... to be honest I hadn't prepared myself for it and for a little while started to freak out. Not in a big way, just enough to think "shit, what have i done". It was getting more and more intense and suddenly this big shadow entity surrounded me, cradled me and said "it's all good, brother, it's all good. Don't worry, everything will be ok..." whilst giving me a hyperspacial hug, it was almost like he took his hands and pulled the experience away from me like lifting a blanket that was covering my soul... and i just burst into tears.

I don't know why, but i think the love i felt from this entity just moved me so much that i couldn't help but get emotional. My friend was just coming to as well and came over thinking i was seeing demons or something, but i gave him a massive hug and said "it's all good, man" and we walked back through the woods sharing our experiences feeling even closer as friends.

Hyperspace is not for the faint of heart and i feel like preparation (set and setting) is the golden key to a good experience.

Thanks for reading!
 
Happy belated birthday brother! :)
My birthday was on Tuesday...
I too had an amazing birthday experience that I'm trying to compile...
Stay tuned :)
 
Sometimes I feel like they can just flick on your emotions like on a switch board. Gotta love when they switch on the love one :)
 
Hyperspacial hug :lol:

DoingKermit said:
Hello nexus family :)
Hyperspace is not for the faint of heart and i feel like preparation (set and setting) is the golden key to a good experience.

So true, i find relaxing for a few minutes before helps a lot, at the same time some of my best trips were just diving right in when feeling ballsy enough

It's really nice you were touched so deeply :love:
 
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