in the past week I have really been thinking about this experience and my relationship with DMT altogether. This particular molecule is the only thing that has ever given me such existential terror - the only true terror I have ever experienced, and yet nothing has shown me such beauty. I think that inhalation of any psychedelic is going to be a trepidatious experience for me, the speed at which the effects come on gives me no time to "deal" with it... and I've never been too much or a roller-coaster enthusiast...

tele, thank you for your replies. Indeed, my "bizarre-bar" has been raised by my dancing with this molecule which is honestly something that I am very glad for. I used to have this "philosophical issue" where I would find an ideology or spiritual path that resonated with me and declare it "Truth" - DMT has really demolished most of my belief in "truth" or "falsehood", at least as far as being a "True Believer" is concerned... DMT, far from showing the "truth" (as many who don't do it or subscribe to this whole pop-psychedelia Spirit Molecule stuff) has shown me that when you get down to the nitty gritty the truth is quite slippery! The crux of the biscuit is the slipperiest of all.

I am going to try a bit more of this green stuff and report back. If it still has all these weird effects, to the T - I am going to have to stand by it being something else making the experience different. But we'll see,

aight will report back later, thanks again tele.