The elves were curious. They would bend over and examine me for what felt like 5 minutes. It was cute. Anyways. Eventually they approved and started flirting? or interacting... maybe both
well it occured to me when I came down (partially, colors still bright) They were curious not because they weren't familiar with me but because I was new... I have been on house arrest for the past month and I can say it really changed me inside. Isolation can be a good or bad thing. in this case it was good.
Well after the first dose I dosed again. But this time I sensed a male entity. The trip took on a neutral feel. And I realised that I did not need to smoke it every day or that often. As I type this I realise that the entity might have been trying to tell me not to use this psychedelic to escape the real world which I didn't on my 1st dose tonight but may have on the second dose..
There were times when I could physcially feel my mind becoming its own. I could feel it separate from my body. I hesitated at this feeling but eventually let it over take me and I was away for a few minutes.
I would classify this as a very good experience. Being that all my previous ones, begining about a year ago, were VERY frightening and EXTREMELY humbling. I grew scared of the substance. But now I respect it. And thank it.
This is the BIGGest reason I would say that it works off ones own mind and isnt a REAL separate reality. I was bound by drugs and felt as if I couldn't be happy w/o them not less than a few months ago and begining well past some of my most frightening experiences. But now I am not held by drugs (namely cough syrup). I can be happy and sober at the same time. It feels good.
Anyways. I came down in amazement and awe. And to think the spice I smoked was evaporated, yellow, and waxy, Impure to say the least. The white stuff is in the freezer : )
well it occured to me when I came down (partially, colors still bright) They were curious not because they weren't familiar with me but because I was new... I have been on house arrest for the past month and I can say it really changed me inside. Isolation can be a good or bad thing. in this case it was good.
Well after the first dose I dosed again. But this time I sensed a male entity. The trip took on a neutral feel. And I realised that I did not need to smoke it every day or that often. As I type this I realise that the entity might have been trying to tell me not to use this psychedelic to escape the real world which I didn't on my 1st dose tonight but may have on the second dose..
There were times when I could physcially feel my mind becoming its own. I could feel it separate from my body. I hesitated at this feeling but eventually let it over take me and I was away for a few minutes.
I would classify this as a very good experience. Being that all my previous ones, begining about a year ago, were VERY frightening and EXTREMELY humbling. I grew scared of the substance. But now I respect it. And thank it.
This is the BIGGest reason I would say that it works off ones own mind and isnt a REAL separate reality. I was bound by drugs and felt as if I couldn't be happy w/o them not less than a few months ago and begining well past some of my most frightening experiences. But now I am not held by drugs (namely cough syrup). I can be happy and sober at the same time. It feels good.
Anyways. I came down in amazement and awe. And to think the spice I smoked was evaporated, yellow, and waxy, Impure to say the least. The white stuff is in the freezer : )