Cowboy5560
Rising Star
A quote from SWIM:
"After several light doses and/or failed breakthroughs over the past month, I finally got to the other side.
A previous experience was a bit frightening, very uncomfortable body vibrations and I tried to fight it. It was terrible, but I was somewhat able to keep my wits about me.
After several later light doses with pleasurable results, and learning the gvg vaping technique I made a successful attempt earlier today.
45mg of freebase spice was loaded into the gvg. I sat back and did some slow deep breathing for a few minutes. Once I was able to be completely calm, I applied the torch. Nice long slow deep breath and nice thick smoke. I felt myself going over right as I started to hold my breath, exhaled and closed my eyes.
Not much vibration as it all came so fast to really notice. I knew to just "let go" this time and it wasn't uncomfortable. There was a buzzing carrier wave but it never got too loud.
A giant geometric pattern in the shaped of a seahorse formed from thousands of shapes racing together. Once together, it got a bit brighter. I heard sense a feminine presence and thoughts while still looking at the seahorse. As I was relaxing myself to let go, a womans echoed voice was saying "uh huh, yeah!" I was on the brink of breaking through and was stuck on a plateau. The woman then hummed with uncertainty, as if to say there's one last step. I then looked up with my eyes (maybe to roll them back like sleeping) and while doing this I heard her say "yep!" and I heard a quick glass break/quick cellophane rip right as I broke through.
I completely forgot that I just smoked, and was unaware of what I was. I was shot out of a cannon through a tunnel with numerous figures flashing in front of me but it was so much to take in it's hard to remember. I entered into a glass two level building with some type of machinery along the walls producing something. There was about 4-5 human shaped glass beings. About 4 were carrying a giant pot of some sort, and one larger male directing them and mind communicating to me.
The mood in the room was extremely comforting. All of the beings thoughts were very friendly to me and moving towards me with the pot. They were thinking "He's here!" "Hold still" and they poured liquid into my brain, unknown but it seemed they had the best intentions to blast me with knowledge.
As the liquid was over me, my surroundings would disappear and scroll patterned figures and creatures by. The intensity of how they were created overwhelmed me for a few seconds, and caused me to bounce out of the pouring liquid while my surrounings were regained of this place.
Everytime I was doused with liquid I was shown different things. At about the third time, something I saw caused my mouth to open and it caused me to somewhat snap out of hyperspace. I heard a loud glass bulb break. The beings were still there, trying to pour stuff over me but the environment was fleeting away, and I was on my way back to my body.
The most relaxing part of the trip was the comedown, I guess that goes without saying but the OEVs were alien but euphoric. The stucco ceiling was a large moving, breathing sepia colored organsism. There were narrow purple and green lights that originated from behind me, and moving my hand in front of it cast a shadow, even though it wasnt real light. My black leather couch was breathing, I felt like I was laying in the lap of a giant gorilla. All the while I was yelling to my sitter "It's still happening, it's still here!)
Having a previous scary experinece this was exactly what I needed for a 1st breakthrough. No struggle, intense but managable, and total bliss."
"After several light doses and/or failed breakthroughs over the past month, I finally got to the other side.
A previous experience was a bit frightening, very uncomfortable body vibrations and I tried to fight it. It was terrible, but I was somewhat able to keep my wits about me.
After several later light doses with pleasurable results, and learning the gvg vaping technique I made a successful attempt earlier today.
45mg of freebase spice was loaded into the gvg. I sat back and did some slow deep breathing for a few minutes. Once I was able to be completely calm, I applied the torch. Nice long slow deep breath and nice thick smoke. I felt myself going over right as I started to hold my breath, exhaled and closed my eyes.
Not much vibration as it all came so fast to really notice. I knew to just "let go" this time and it wasn't uncomfortable. There was a buzzing carrier wave but it never got too loud.
A giant geometric pattern in the shaped of a seahorse formed from thousands of shapes racing together. Once together, it got a bit brighter. I heard sense a feminine presence and thoughts while still looking at the seahorse. As I was relaxing myself to let go, a womans echoed voice was saying "uh huh, yeah!" I was on the brink of breaking through and was stuck on a plateau. The woman then hummed with uncertainty, as if to say there's one last step. I then looked up with my eyes (maybe to roll them back like sleeping) and while doing this I heard her say "yep!" and I heard a quick glass break/quick cellophane rip right as I broke through.
I completely forgot that I just smoked, and was unaware of what I was. I was shot out of a cannon through a tunnel with numerous figures flashing in front of me but it was so much to take in it's hard to remember. I entered into a glass two level building with some type of machinery along the walls producing something. There was about 4-5 human shaped glass beings. About 4 were carrying a giant pot of some sort, and one larger male directing them and mind communicating to me.
The mood in the room was extremely comforting. All of the beings thoughts were very friendly to me and moving towards me with the pot. They were thinking "He's here!" "Hold still" and they poured liquid into my brain, unknown but it seemed they had the best intentions to blast me with knowledge.
As the liquid was over me, my surroundings would disappear and scroll patterned figures and creatures by. The intensity of how they were created overwhelmed me for a few seconds, and caused me to bounce out of the pouring liquid while my surrounings were regained of this place.
Everytime I was doused with liquid I was shown different things. At about the third time, something I saw caused my mouth to open and it caused me to somewhat snap out of hyperspace. I heard a loud glass bulb break. The beings were still there, trying to pour stuff over me but the environment was fleeting away, and I was on my way back to my body.
The most relaxing part of the trip was the comedown, I guess that goes without saying but the OEVs were alien but euphoric. The stucco ceiling was a large moving, breathing sepia colored organsism. There were narrow purple and green lights that originated from behind me, and moving my hand in front of it cast a shadow, even though it wasnt real light. My black leather couch was breathing, I felt like I was laying in the lap of a giant gorilla. All the while I was yelling to my sitter "It's still happening, it's still here!)
Having a previous scary experinece this was exactly what I needed for a 1st breakthrough. No struggle, intense but managable, and total bliss."
