Fascinating introduction and one that I can identify with in many ways.  Although I haven't travelled as much of the globe as you, I certainly hold in common that curiosity imperative and surely it's that common urge to explore that bought us all to this place.

I wish you well on your journey.  As a newcomer to dmt-nexus myself it gives me great heart to see more and more like ourselves joining and discovering every day.  I feel we will all gain the answers we seek as long as we don't look too hard. The universe(s), they're creator and us have literally all the time there will ever be or has been.  So don't hurry, but don't use that as an excuse to do nothing either.  I'm sure you already know it's about balance, never hurts to hear someone say it again though - I need a reminder myself sometimes too.

Peace