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Hello everyone , my name is GodsCreat0r ,I live In the United States (Brooklyn ) but recently moved 3 hours away from there.
I am a spiritual person with many beliefs and many perspectives.
When i am writing this many things flow threw my head but mutch will not be explained , my life and my mind work simmilar to a dmt journey, Verry hard to explain.

As i said i belive in lots of things and my opinions and behavior are from many things i learn along the path of my life.
I belive i can truly change the world , i belive in freedom , compassion and virtue.
I live a life without regret even if something goes wrong , it is only a learning experience for me and theres allways a way out(or in).
There is not one thing in life i do not like or admire.

As a young boy i used to love school and learn mutch , my favirote subject was science , my grades were allways A++.
As i got older i started cutting school and being reckless but this was all a good thing for this was my destiny a planed out journey ( i will explain later) , I would cut school play games do things to make money and buy pokemon cards , :)
As i got into junior high i started smoking pot and i started becoming a burnout , cause of my young and tender age.
As i got into highschool i got into the wrong crowd and was hanging out with good pple but in a sence they were bad , i learned later in year , year's that they were not all my friends actually , this i already knew but not intierally.\
I hardly ever went to school in my highschool years , but i spend most of my time patyting and learning from my computer .

Between the time i was in junior high and high school i started growing marijuana , it was a pleasing experience , i felt a connection to my work , and my life would change from there little by little .
This was my hobby , something i fell in love with and still am.
I started growing all sorts of plants from flowers to corn to fruits and nuts , i gradually graduated my botanical experience and found out it was not time yet in my life to live solo ( at the time of this writing i still live with my parents , but am slowly progressing to get my own place , witch is coming along just fine ).
I started growing mushrooms and got better and better at it , it took me a while to fully learn to process but i read and bought many books about them ( the growing and the history of them).
I would grow mushrooms i found that would benifit me , health wise and psychedelic wise.
I grew many strains of mushrooms and at the time of this writing i have slowed my production down.
Mushrooms were the first psychedelic i have tried , i learned so mutch from it and everytime i take em i feel even more connected to the world , as if i am one with it .

I will mention now that i meditate and i think positive all the time , not letting anything bring me down or get in my way , my thoughts are almost lucid but i can not say i am god , i wish i was , but i belive one day i will spiritually enlighten myself beyong my belief.
I do martial arts and i go jogging all the time , i like to stay in shape and eat healthy i almost daily make myself a fruit and vegetable juice using a Jack La Lanne juicer.

As i was trying to get my own place and make some moment back in brooklyn i tryed teaming up with someone same nationallty as me to grow poun ds of mushroom , but my earlyer life experience already tought me it was not a good idea ( i used to make more money shoveling snow by myself then shovelling with my brother or with another friend) but was intimidating . The friend i was partnered up with got some dmt one day and asked if i wanted to try it , i tryed many drugs and stuff in my life but never dmt , tho i did hear of it.
Later that night he put some in his glass bowl for me to try and the experience was breathtaking , i did not smoke enough for a breakthough but i did see dead pple , i almost had a connection with them it was verry new and interesting to me.

As of that poing i realized this partnership was not going to work out and i moved back with my parents , i started growing mushrooms agani and then stopping growing them , i ate soo mutch in my life i got nauseause , i still eat them now but not as often .
I did more research and learned to procedure of making dmt , i had some luck extracting it , but i still have yet to learn it fully ( my yields were not so satisffying).I have experienced it a couple more times since i lived with a friend and it was amazing , tho i get a bit nauseause now trying it more and more .

But what i think is a little of anything is good for you , i used to eat less the na gram of mushrooms as a daily supplement.
I belive it would be healthy to consume or smoke a bit of dmt daily , since it is a naturally chemical in the brain.

Ass of this point i am not learning more and more about chemistry , this is verry interesting to me , cause of the chemicals and it seems that if i looked at chemistry like a family tree , it spreads even more then any of my previous growings , marijuana , mushrooms , whatever , chemistry just seems to keep expanding even when you think you know it all.

Chemistry will probvably be teaching me for the rest of my life or most of it.

I have told a bunch but there is 10 x what i just wrote still not said , this is hard for me to fit it all and think of it all at once , so i thank you guys who will read this and i thank this site for helping me and being a tool for my learning.
I also wana thank everyone on this planet for there opinions and life styles for if it wasnt for them id be nothing.

Again thanks everyone and if you have any questions feel freee to ask me , i will be more then glad to answer them , and even more to become friends with more pple.

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Welcome! I'm new here too.

You sound really cool, and your garden sounds impressive. I hope your future yields are more successful, but it'll happen in good time. I wish I could be as proficient as you in growing/extracting, but I'm horrendous at chemistry (physics, however, is my best area).

I'm curious as to why you would consider taking shrooms everyday? Wouldn't you slowly but surely build up a fair tolerance to it? I'm not familiar with how it works at such a low dosage, but I'm curious.

Anyway, good luck with your future endeavors.
 
I am also new here but nevertheless want to extend my hand in welcoming you to the board.
That was a great intro.
I too have similar problems with my extractions. I feel that I am not getting quite as much as I should be but it's a fun hobby and I'm sure I will only get better and better at it.
 
Well Thank you all , i recently done a extraction and am getting better and better all thanks to you guys and the dmt nexus , I will eventually post another intro essay but for now just wana say thanks and that im getting better.
 
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