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Breaking Through w/out a Hassle.

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Dimitri-Trance

Dimitri-Trance

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.....This was beyond all my trip experiences of all time. But for the love of god I cant remember anything.:(
I new that during the journey I was completed and told myself "this is what I was looking for"..."this is it, Ive done it".
Then....it was just another dream. A fading dream that will just be a memory in my Diaries of a Psychonaut.

I remember, altho, like about 30-40% and that was even the most astonishing trip of my life.

After I came back to the wilderness I was still with these machine elfs that happened to be really sharped edged and creating many other plants around me. I tough some people were watching me(there was 2 guys and a little girl with them fishing..far away from me tho), so the light beings said "Tell them you got magic" and I was just feeling like the center of the universe, a special person alive that many people need to feel like how I was feeling in that time IMO.
I felt really special and was focusing on the view to make the people think I was just chillin there. As I looked up I saw some kind of bird fly across the sky in my view, communicating, leaving a trace of rainbows in the air that didn't vanish for a while. The entities were taking me to the furthest of all places and bringing me back to earth like 4-5 times in about 50seconds.
The Machine Elfs were really shaped and truly astonishing.
Some people would consider this sacrament witchcraft or some type of black magic.
It lasted about 7-15 minutes. 50-60mg. 1 toke.
Also before I smoked about 3-4 bowls of Passion Flower.
 
You hit it on the head. This is it, you know it is without a doubt and then its almost all gone. Its like you wake up into the space then fall asleep into our "usual reality" unable to recall what it is to be awake.
 
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You hit it on the head. This is it, you know it is without a doubt and then its almost all gone. Its like you wake up into the space then fall asleep into our "usual reality" unable to recall what it is to be awake.
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Exactly.

Sounds like my re-occuring trip;

I meet three Gods, oddly enough I had drawn them about a year before even knowing much about DMT. They were me (which was a very large part of the trip) and they explained to me what everything was. Unfortunately I didn't accept - I hated, dispised what had been told to me, it seemed to simple, yet too complex - Why? Yet I don't know what they told me...

I was given an option; remember, or forget what I was told. All I truly remember after meeting them is seeing a man, in a business suit, holding a brief case, birds eye view almost, intense agony in my stomach, and saying "I want to forget."

So it was.

Both times I've done it successfully were identicle.
 
"A fading dream that will just be a memory in my Diaries of a Psychonaut."

That is a very normal description. You found you experience to be inspiring beyond belief and that is a wonderful thing. No?
Me maybe 1000 + missions most very inspiring. I have found great benefits and many new thoughts and ideals. But to each is own the mind is a product of environment and preconceived notations based and other programming one has been exposed to.

To me your trip was a good one.



Peace
 
I found that after bringing back hyperspatial notions I had an uncontrolable urge to tell anyone and everyone about them. Which pissed some folks off. Next time I think if I remember what's being said I should remember what Morpheus says to Neo after they go to see the Oracle...

"what was said was for you, and you alone"

Remembering the big stuff can lead to a swollen head and delusions of being a kind of teacher, which opens a massive can of worms. If you set an intention to remember...keep what was said to yourself unless asked or related in the context of an experience report would be my advice. That is...if you choose to remember ^^
 
It is one of those experiences that for me has been life changing. It changed the way I view existence and our messed up cultural value systems here in the west. I do have attachment to stuff "the material". It brings me false happiness, but I can finally see it for what it is, a distraction. These experiences want to be shared, but when I try I fail. I am in this alone and my friends can't relate at all. They love me very much, but they are not interested in hyperspace. I think the forum helps with that issue and also the audience "you all" are here to keep a positive outlook and show support for us in this sometimes difficult position.
Thanks everyone!!!
 
I have a distinct memory of thinking something like "This is IT! Surely I'll remember this easily" - and then some switch is set by 'someone' and it's all blocked.

But sometimes memories flood back during later launches: "How could I ever forget THIS??"... what a gift, who would ever have thought that a human being can experience things like that!
 
I think that the case for this is that....

"We are not humans having the spiritual experience , But we are spiritual beings having the human experience!"
 
Sounds good to me. I feel that life is a silly game where most are not in touch with the spiritual self. Those of us who are alive "beating heart" have these mundane roles we play to keep our minds in control. Make money, buy stuff, eat, sleep, drink, rule over/disconnect with nature, don't expand your mind, kill other humans to defend your country, celebrity worship, and individuality is not important. This is a rather silly world view I know I am biased, but it is sort of true. Once I had found the proper way of perturbing my human mind I saw through this BS. We are way more than animated flesh with a 9 to 5 job, some prozac and a white picket fence.
I am sure many of you know that feeling of complete love and peace this sacred molecule brings. The material world and its stupid cultural divisions and unhappiness are erased in that realm or at least for me. In a way it gives me hope in Death. I don't want to come across suicidal, that is in no way my message. I am just saying that maybe the true pure consciousness we are shown through these experiences have some correlation or look into the future to what is achieved once the game ends and we can ditch this flesh and bone material world, to be reborn into death/life. Death has such a bad reputation in the west which is funny because I am not aware of anyone that has come back to tell me how bad it was. I mean I thought I was dead a few times and I learned great things from the experience as far as I know... Blah,Blah,Blah
 
My real deep experiences feel the same. It feels like you finally figured it all out and then poof! its gone. Back to the mundane. Good way of summing it up too inner. It definitly usually has the feel to me like the dmt induced state is the way things really are and I fall asleep into the "usual reality". I do wish there was a way to extend the duration of my experiences. Smoking dmt blasts you so far away but you come back way too fast. Sometimes the level of fright I feel makes me think the short duration is a good thing. No matter how much I prepare myself to just let go, I still find myself having a hard time.
 
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