SWIM has had approximately 20 journeys now and has had a handful of "breakthroughs", in all of which contact was made. the last two of these took place in a bathtub. in one he was nurtured by a group of mother wasps and told to surrender and be nurtured...that he was just an infant in their world..that trying to impress any intention of "i'm mature, i will make sense of this!" will only end in a "stunted journey"...a breakthrough where contact is made....but where you are not necessarily ever taken inside THEIR world.
SWIM knows this is a little out there, but humor him for a sec....SWIM is just coming down off of the most profound breakthrough yet...he subligified .02 THH, ate a giant chunk o' dark chocolate, waited 20 mins., got in the tub and lit up a .04-.05 chunk of brown spice. two big lung-filling deep inhalations off the vapor-genie and away SWIM went. this journey was epic and very similar to his journey a few days back SWIY mite have read wherein the mother wasps took him in their loving mandibles....this was VERY similar only it was a giant mother spider who literally "caught" him as he blasted into that realm. she kept kissing him on his crown chakra as she cradled him in infinite arms and took him down a tunnel into a giant city of machinery, insects and wonder. he vaguely remember her telling him she wanted him to go deeper and apparently that meant more spice because, as his sitter informed him later, he reached up, grabbed the genie and took another huge lungful without opening his eyes. he fell back into the infinite-armed embrace. the comfort was beyond anything. and now he and his mother spider are going down a deeper tunnel and into a "room" greater than his mind could grasp. and yet he knew it was only a "room" in this unfathomably massive world. not to downplay anything here for it was truly grand and amazing. the most important thing here is the "message" he was left with and what came a couple hours later. to sum it up: he was once again an infant and they were telling him that that was how best to approach their world. he has just been born there. everything is new and overwhelming. just take it all in, like a baby. don't try to make sense of ANYTHING. knowledge is coming.....just surrender your ego and mind that MUST "know" about things..
this was profound and SWIM surrendered totally and came back moved to the core.
but HERE's what came after....PLEASE help SWIM with any insight if you've got any to offfer....
nearly TWO hours later, SWIM decided to vape some beautiful sativa bud he used to mop up A LOT of utensils, pans, coffee filters, etc. during his 1st extraction. the herb was heavily spiced and after three huge lung fillings (the vapor-genie is the best thing on the planet....you can take the deepest hits...and NO combustion!!) SWIM felt as if he were on a hit of the cleanest, purest, DMT-flavored LSD ever. so much bliss and love.... so....about 30 mins later, SWIM decided to load up a solid breakthrough (.05) dose of some re-crystallized jungle spice....
one big hit. feels like it's coming on....then just STOPS!?? about 30 seconds pass and i'm certain....that's just weird. one more big hit. again...huge swell of cosmic energy crashes against me and then ebbs away. ANOTHER 30 seconds and i take the biggest, longest hit yet and decide to try to hold it in until i get dizzy...
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this is SWIM's account (quoted directly from SWIM):
i'm a child. i'm not in a "geometric" world. i'm not in a "jungle". i'm in a city. it is as real as the one i'm in right now. so familiar, but alien at the same time. i'm in a cradle of sorts. my parents are wheeling me through this city. it's an entire day we spend. going in the shops....seeing the buidings....seeing the trees and sky. as real as i am here now. however...as i look at the funny shapes and things that i kind of recognize, i'm also having VERY playful visuals springing forth from windows, backs of cars, plants....i'm in awe. just awe.
like i said, we spent the whole day there. i just observed and occasionally they would check on me. my parents. it was more than real. it was everything and i saw through the all-knowing yet un-knowing eyes of a newborn. this was the most profound experience of SWIM's life thus far.
i have a theory (says SWIM)...
i think during my "mother wasp" journey last week a sort of transfer took place. the idea that i was an infant in their world and that they would nurture me, teach me, raise me with love and devotion was presented to me as a way of seeing how willing SWIM was to surrender all ego/control/attempt to understand. i agreed...and in so doing, i gave permission for them to access every aspect of me: spiritual, mental, physical, emotional...all of my memories..all of my lifetimes of conscious evolution...everything. they mapped every aspect of who and what i am and are now offering to "raise me".
raise me...wow.
musta been the THH, but SWIM spent at least two hours in the glow and reverence of that spiritual communion. he doesn't know if anything makes sense as to the how of it all: the spiced weed, the long breaks in between hits. the having taken THH over 2 hours ahead of time....none of it is supposed to work that way...
...but it did and SWIM will never be the same again...
....SWIM is doing another extraction as we speak. he has prayed and meditated over it during his 6+ hours of boiling and is convinced this batch is going to be even more profound than the first....as if that's possible....but then...everything is possible...
love and gratitude.
BONUS: a friend turned me on to this link....the artist that created it is an entheogen-officianado and big supporter of DMT. if you smoke some blessed weed and watch this when you're peaking it's almost like a journey of sorts....god bless artists like this and alex grey who are bringing incredible visions back from hyperspace for us to meditate on. BLESSINGS!
SWIM knows this is a little out there, but humor him for a sec....SWIM is just coming down off of the most profound breakthrough yet...he subligified .02 THH, ate a giant chunk o' dark chocolate, waited 20 mins., got in the tub and lit up a .04-.05 chunk of brown spice. two big lung-filling deep inhalations off the vapor-genie and away SWIM went. this journey was epic and very similar to his journey a few days back SWIY mite have read wherein the mother wasps took him in their loving mandibles....this was VERY similar only it was a giant mother spider who literally "caught" him as he blasted into that realm. she kept kissing him on his crown chakra as she cradled him in infinite arms and took him down a tunnel into a giant city of machinery, insects and wonder. he vaguely remember her telling him she wanted him to go deeper and apparently that meant more spice because, as his sitter informed him later, he reached up, grabbed the genie and took another huge lungful without opening his eyes. he fell back into the infinite-armed embrace. the comfort was beyond anything. and now he and his mother spider are going down a deeper tunnel and into a "room" greater than his mind could grasp. and yet he knew it was only a "room" in this unfathomably massive world. not to downplay anything here for it was truly grand and amazing. the most important thing here is the "message" he was left with and what came a couple hours later. to sum it up: he was once again an infant and they were telling him that that was how best to approach their world. he has just been born there. everything is new and overwhelming. just take it all in, like a baby. don't try to make sense of ANYTHING. knowledge is coming.....just surrender your ego and mind that MUST "know" about things..
this was profound and SWIM surrendered totally and came back moved to the core.
but HERE's what came after....PLEASE help SWIM with any insight if you've got any to offfer....
nearly TWO hours later, SWIM decided to vape some beautiful sativa bud he used to mop up A LOT of utensils, pans, coffee filters, etc. during his 1st extraction. the herb was heavily spiced and after three huge lung fillings (the vapor-genie is the best thing on the planet....you can take the deepest hits...and NO combustion!!) SWIM felt as if he were on a hit of the cleanest, purest, DMT-flavored LSD ever. so much bliss and love.... so....about 30 mins later, SWIM decided to load up a solid breakthrough (.05) dose of some re-crystallized jungle spice....
one big hit. feels like it's coming on....then just STOPS!?? about 30 seconds pass and i'm certain....that's just weird. one more big hit. again...huge swell of cosmic energy crashes against me and then ebbs away. ANOTHER 30 seconds and i take the biggest, longest hit yet and decide to try to hold it in until i get dizzy...
get..
rea
d
y
.
.
this is SWIM's account (quoted directly from SWIM):
i'm a child. i'm not in a "geometric" world. i'm not in a "jungle". i'm in a city. it is as real as the one i'm in right now. so familiar, but alien at the same time. i'm in a cradle of sorts. my parents are wheeling me through this city. it's an entire day we spend. going in the shops....seeing the buidings....seeing the trees and sky. as real as i am here now. however...as i look at the funny shapes and things that i kind of recognize, i'm also having VERY playful visuals springing forth from windows, backs of cars, plants....i'm in awe. just awe.
like i said, we spent the whole day there. i just observed and occasionally they would check on me. my parents. it was more than real. it was everything and i saw through the all-knowing yet un-knowing eyes of a newborn. this was the most profound experience of SWIM's life thus far.
i have a theory (says SWIM)...
i think during my "mother wasp" journey last week a sort of transfer took place. the idea that i was an infant in their world and that they would nurture me, teach me, raise me with love and devotion was presented to me as a way of seeing how willing SWIM was to surrender all ego/control/attempt to understand. i agreed...and in so doing, i gave permission for them to access every aspect of me: spiritual, mental, physical, emotional...all of my memories..all of my lifetimes of conscious evolution...everything. they mapped every aspect of who and what i am and are now offering to "raise me".
raise me...wow.
musta been the THH, but SWIM spent at least two hours in the glow and reverence of that spiritual communion. he doesn't know if anything makes sense as to the how of it all: the spiced weed, the long breaks in between hits. the having taken THH over 2 hours ahead of time....none of it is supposed to work that way...
...but it did and SWIM will never be the same again...
....SWIM is doing another extraction as we speak. he has prayed and meditated over it during his 6+ hours of boiling and is convinced this batch is going to be even more profound than the first....as if that's possible....but then...everything is possible...
love and gratitude.
BONUS: a friend turned me on to this link....the artist that created it is an entheogen-officianado and big supporter of DMT. if you smoke some blessed weed and watch this when you're peaking it's almost like a journey of sorts....god bless artists like this and alex grey who are bringing incredible visions back from hyperspace for us to meditate on. BLESSINGS!
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