Sat here building up the confidence to take another journey. I got enough DMT to last me a good year, easily, yet after a mere 5 sessions I find myself at this precipice.

I know it's nothing new as I have read similar on here, I just find myself surprised at the paradoxical nature of desperately wishing to continue this, yet feeling like I am awaiting some kind of internal buzzer to sound off and let me know I am ready.

Feels like the buzzer is close to sounding, so much so I can taste it. I have a new machine built, loaded and ready to fire. I thought I might post it to see what people think.

Hopefully when I get my cosmic balls back I will have something more to say.