Bonny
Rising Star
Bonged 50mg (ish, I spilt some before ) on a layer of tobacco underneath, and caapi on top.
I honestly couldn't tell you what happened while I was away with the fairies in hyperspace. All I know was it was very fuzzy, and friendly, and I was folding into and out of myself. Possibly went through the veil, I can't be sure... I lost all concept of time and space and self. I know it was a lot more flowing and organic then before.
But the open eye visuals... I sneaked a peak when I became aware enough to do so, and it began with the ommatidium like facets, and then whoosh, I pulled backwards and away, and my whole house concertinaed away and the garden became infinite. All colours and space and warm feelings. There was a presence in the garden, but I don't know what. I didn't see them, but it seemed like a feminine presence and it was very benign. Welcoming me out of my head and into it's version of reality. Perhaps. Maybe I'm embellishing, who knows :|
It was starting to rain slightly as I began, but I wasn't cold this trip. The sun energised me. As I came indoors I was trying to tell the time, as I have a dentists appointment at 3.15, but I physically couldn't and started staring at the clock. Everything started to pull away whilst I was pulled in. I shuffled to the kitchen, it began again a bit, so I went to the living room to sit down and close my eyes.
Faint visions, but when I opened them again the whole room was many times it's original size, with movement everywhere and bright colours.
In hindsight, what, 15 minutes after opening my eyes, I can remember nothing and everything. Like the most fantastic dream I've ever had. I came out of it so incredibly happy, so very euphoric, that I know whatever occurred in my mind was spectacular and perfect.
In short. Go buy caapi. Now.
I honestly couldn't tell you what happened while I was away with the fairies in hyperspace. All I know was it was very fuzzy, and friendly, and I was folding into and out of myself. Possibly went through the veil, I can't be sure... I lost all concept of time and space and self. I know it was a lot more flowing and organic then before.
But the open eye visuals... I sneaked a peak when I became aware enough to do so, and it began with the ommatidium like facets, and then whoosh, I pulled backwards and away, and my whole house concertinaed away and the garden became infinite. All colours and space and warm feelings. There was a presence in the garden, but I don't know what. I didn't see them, but it seemed like a feminine presence and it was very benign. Welcoming me out of my head and into it's version of reality. Perhaps. Maybe I'm embellishing, who knows :|
It was starting to rain slightly as I began, but I wasn't cold this trip. The sun energised me. As I came indoors I was trying to tell the time, as I have a dentists appointment at 3.15, but I physically couldn't and started staring at the clock. Everything started to pull away whilst I was pulled in. I shuffled to the kitchen, it began again a bit, so I went to the living room to sit down and close my eyes.
Faint visions, but when I opened them again the whole room was many times it's original size, with movement everywhere and bright colours.
In hindsight, what, 15 minutes after opening my eyes, I can remember nothing and everything. Like the most fantastic dream I've ever had. I came out of it so incredibly happy, so very euphoric, that I know whatever occurred in my mind was spectacular and perfect.
In short. Go buy caapi. Now.