meluzine
true love will find you in the end. •93•
First exp
10:00pm - Calea dosage: 2 capsules with 412mg of leaves and flowers per capsule.
10:15pm - Melatonin buccally dosed : 3mg
10:25pm - I decided to dose myself lavender oil (for the linalool) through the nasal mucosa: roughly one drop across both nostrils, applied with cu-tip.
10:30pm - I turn off the lights and lay down.
Dream summaries. 9:10 am
Dreams were easily confused for reality while dreaming. First dream was like being a kid again, very energetic and fun, running around with friends on a summer afternoon. Very nice. Briefly woke up sweaty after that dream, almost like I really did run around a lot. Eventually got back to sleep. The second dream started off in the woods where I was looking at very detailed plants. distracted, I began to tumble down a cliff but seemed to lightly glide down instead. The end of the cliff led to a vaguely familiar but still imaginary neighborhood where I decided to walk on a seemingly endless stretch of sidewalk that turned up onto hills and around this sunny town. On the walk I met a cannibal who resembled a high-school friend and she told me that she finds body parts on the road and eats them for a buzz. She showed me a leg severed from the knee, soaked in old brown blood. I woke up again around 7:30 and couldn't get back to sleep.
Notes
Slight difficulty going to sleep.
I would consider these dreams to be more vivid than an average night's dream, but not entirely lucid as I did not not know that I was dreaming while I was in the dream. However I have had dreams just as vivid on nights where no oneirogen was taken.
Second exp
10:28pm - 1236mg of Calea dosed.
11:10pm - Melatonin buccally dosed : 3mg
Dream summary. 9:42 am
Dream was set in my own backyard but the climate was of an inland desert. I was able to grow Entada rheedii in place of the liquidambar in the center of the yard. The dream was not as memorable as either dream that I had on the 17th despite the higher dosage. The effects while awake were stronger than the effects on the first dream. The second dream was more vivid. I was wandering around the local baseball field while 3 small games were being played out of the 4 diamonds. (The field was larger in my dream than it is in reality) I walked around enjoying the sun and watching the games from a distance. Eventually I walked to the farthest diamond from where I started and saw my neighbor on the bleachers. move closer to me. Eventually even kissing me on the neck. I noticed the game that was being played was very homoerotic as well, as all the players very muscular men, who shined in the light. I can't remember the series of small dreams that occurred after that.
bonus notes:
March 19th Calea while awake
Calea dosage: 1648mg with one joint.
Standard pot high but with more heightened emotions and reminded me of the more enjoyable sleep deprivation effects.
10:00pm - Calea dosage: 2 capsules with 412mg of leaves and flowers per capsule.
10:15pm - Melatonin buccally dosed : 3mg
10:25pm - I decided to dose myself lavender oil (for the linalool) through the nasal mucosa: roughly one drop across both nostrils, applied with cu-tip.
10:30pm - I turn off the lights and lay down.
Dream summaries. 9:10 am
Dreams were easily confused for reality while dreaming. First dream was like being a kid again, very energetic and fun, running around with friends on a summer afternoon. Very nice. Briefly woke up sweaty after that dream, almost like I really did run around a lot. Eventually got back to sleep. The second dream started off in the woods where I was looking at very detailed plants. distracted, I began to tumble down a cliff but seemed to lightly glide down instead. The end of the cliff led to a vaguely familiar but still imaginary neighborhood where I decided to walk on a seemingly endless stretch of sidewalk that turned up onto hills and around this sunny town. On the walk I met a cannibal who resembled a high-school friend and she told me that she finds body parts on the road and eats them for a buzz. She showed me a leg severed from the knee, soaked in old brown blood. I woke up again around 7:30 and couldn't get back to sleep.
Notes
Slight difficulty going to sleep.
I would consider these dreams to be more vivid than an average night's dream, but not entirely lucid as I did not not know that I was dreaming while I was in the dream. However I have had dreams just as vivid on nights where no oneirogen was taken.
Second exp
10:28pm - 1236mg of Calea dosed.
11:10pm - Melatonin buccally dosed : 3mg
Dream summary. 9:42 am
Dream was set in my own backyard but the climate was of an inland desert. I was able to grow Entada rheedii in place of the liquidambar in the center of the yard. The dream was not as memorable as either dream that I had on the 17th despite the higher dosage. The effects while awake were stronger than the effects on the first dream. The second dream was more vivid. I was wandering around the local baseball field while 3 small games were being played out of the 4 diamonds. (The field was larger in my dream than it is in reality) I walked around enjoying the sun and watching the games from a distance. Eventually I walked to the farthest diamond from where I started and saw my neighbor on the bleachers. move closer to me. Eventually even kissing me on the neck. I noticed the game that was being played was very homoerotic as well, as all the players very muscular men, who shined in the light. I can't remember the series of small dreams that occurred after that.
bonus notes:
March 19th Calea while awake
Calea dosage: 1648mg with one joint.
Standard pot high but with more heightened emotions and reminded me of the more enjoyable sleep deprivation effects.