sheep
Rising Star
I have been thinking a lot about life, about our existence. The last few psychedelic trips I have experienced have been extremely spiritual to me, and I am starting to see so many more things now through LSD and other substances such as 4-Ho-DMT and 4-Aco-DMT. Specifically LSD and 4-Aco-DMT, the main two drugs that I have been using recently. I don't know if it's something the nn-DMT has opened, perhaps different doors, but I can feel it now. I can really feel it, and I can see it too. My soul, it is so real, so alive. I know it's there, it's trying to get out, it's telling me everything. I can see reality while the molecule is active, I can see and feel hyperspace. But what is hyperspace? Is it a delusion? No, it's more true than this place. It's the place we dream of, the place we all hope for, it's everything.
All of these things, all of these molecules, these drugs, they are all connected. It's like a tree, a huge tree that continues to grow and is made up of different parts. Each part is a different natural DMT substance. NN-DMT, 5-Meo-DMT, psilocybin (4-ho-dmt), Bufotenin (5-ho-DMT), and so many more different similar psychoactive substances exist naturally all around us, in plants, animals, and even humans. They can give you different trips and certain different feelings, but they all have the same thing, the same overall connection to this universe. I can look, and see life around me, and see the potential, see the truth.
I feel trapped here, in this body, in this realm. I can see the evil, it's like a bacteria. It has been growing for a long time now, and now there is no stopping it. It's all the hate in this world, it's all the bad, and it's sucking everybody up. I can see it doing it while I am on acid, there is no stopping it. Cars, fast food restaurants, nice fancy restaurants, laws, religions, civics, politics, jail, school, jobs, people telling others what to do, people listening to those people telling them what to do, television, media, cloths, popularity, drugs, cities, towns, ego, agendas, Internet etc. People are living, thinking these things are real, thinking these things are the truth. It's not though, it's a poison, a disease. Everyone is born into it, and it's going to grasp their mind, and then they will be part of it too. This is how it works, this is how this system works. It's like an energy, I can see it, and we are at the bottom of it while our worldly leaders control it at the top. The negative energy keeps them going, keeps them controlling the world like this, it's like an evil side of nature, like satan. But Satan isn't one thing, it's a big thing, made up of different parts that works like a machine that we can't see. Call it satan, call it evil, call it lies, call it whatever you would like, but it's there, making sure that everything keeps flowing.
It's not something that we can just simply see, but it's there all around us. I think that hyperspace is real, I think it's where we roam when we die and our souls leave our bodies. I have been there, DMT has allowed me to go there for a short while, I have roamed the realms of hyperspace as a spirit. My spirit was free, finally, for just only a short while. I know it's more than a delusion, it's slowly starting to all make sense the more and more I think about it. LSD and psilocybin is like hanging around the gates of hyperspace, while DMT lets you go inside and see it for what it really is.
There is so much more to what I am trying to say, but whenever I am sober, I can't remember it all. It's like the system takes it all away from me, but I can get it back when I try to leave it again. The core of it, is the strongest part, and the further you get away the more you can feel your spirit. Have you ever gone camping, living in the wild for a few days or a week. You can start to feel it you know, even without drugs, you can really start to see it. But when you go back into it, you lose it again.
It's horrible, it's all around us. I hate it so much, I just want to be free, I don't fear death anymore, I believe it is the key to freedom. The system makes us fear death so much, it makes us be what it wants us to be, and I have had enough of it. My soul is begging me to get away from it, I can feel it trying to get away. I want to get to heaven, to space, to magical forest with beautiful jungles and mountains. The creatures that dwell in the dimension next to ours, can that place be what lies ahead for us? I think it might be so, for that's the way it seems to me.
I can remember though, to relax, and enjoy life. Even if we are trapped in this physical realm, there is still good here, still hope. If we can start living with the world instead of off of it (like the system), then I can finally start to be happy with myself. The hippies, counterculture of the 60's, the acid showed them what I am seeing I think, and now I am becoming what they were, and that is the state of being free. Being unplugged from the terror, unplugged from the lies. But it's really hard to show others what I am talking about, it's just something that you have to start seeing for yourself, you just need a little push to help you get started on understanding your mind, body, and soul. Because that's what I think the meaning of life is really about, at least a huge part of it.
The funny thing is that this information has been in front of me my entire life, but I am finally starting to really just, get it, understand it, or really just finally see it.
All of these things, all of these molecules, these drugs, they are all connected. It's like a tree, a huge tree that continues to grow and is made up of different parts. Each part is a different natural DMT substance. NN-DMT, 5-Meo-DMT, psilocybin (4-ho-dmt), Bufotenin (5-ho-DMT), and so many more different similar psychoactive substances exist naturally all around us, in plants, animals, and even humans. They can give you different trips and certain different feelings, but they all have the same thing, the same overall connection to this universe. I can look, and see life around me, and see the potential, see the truth.
I feel trapped here, in this body, in this realm. I can see the evil, it's like a bacteria. It has been growing for a long time now, and now there is no stopping it. It's all the hate in this world, it's all the bad, and it's sucking everybody up. I can see it doing it while I am on acid, there is no stopping it. Cars, fast food restaurants, nice fancy restaurants, laws, religions, civics, politics, jail, school, jobs, people telling others what to do, people listening to those people telling them what to do, television, media, cloths, popularity, drugs, cities, towns, ego, agendas, Internet etc. People are living, thinking these things are real, thinking these things are the truth. It's not though, it's a poison, a disease. Everyone is born into it, and it's going to grasp their mind, and then they will be part of it too. This is how it works, this is how this system works. It's like an energy, I can see it, and we are at the bottom of it while our worldly leaders control it at the top. The negative energy keeps them going, keeps them controlling the world like this, it's like an evil side of nature, like satan. But Satan isn't one thing, it's a big thing, made up of different parts that works like a machine that we can't see. Call it satan, call it evil, call it lies, call it whatever you would like, but it's there, making sure that everything keeps flowing.
It's not something that we can just simply see, but it's there all around us. I think that hyperspace is real, I think it's where we roam when we die and our souls leave our bodies. I have been there, DMT has allowed me to go there for a short while, I have roamed the realms of hyperspace as a spirit. My spirit was free, finally, for just only a short while. I know it's more than a delusion, it's slowly starting to all make sense the more and more I think about it. LSD and psilocybin is like hanging around the gates of hyperspace, while DMT lets you go inside and see it for what it really is.
There is so much more to what I am trying to say, but whenever I am sober, I can't remember it all. It's like the system takes it all away from me, but I can get it back when I try to leave it again. The core of it, is the strongest part, and the further you get away the more you can feel your spirit. Have you ever gone camping, living in the wild for a few days or a week. You can start to feel it you know, even without drugs, you can really start to see it. But when you go back into it, you lose it again.
It's horrible, it's all around us. I hate it so much, I just want to be free, I don't fear death anymore, I believe it is the key to freedom. The system makes us fear death so much, it makes us be what it wants us to be, and I have had enough of it. My soul is begging me to get away from it, I can feel it trying to get away. I want to get to heaven, to space, to magical forest with beautiful jungles and mountains. The creatures that dwell in the dimension next to ours, can that place be what lies ahead for us? I think it might be so, for that's the way it seems to me.
I can remember though, to relax, and enjoy life. Even if we are trapped in this physical realm, there is still good here, still hope. If we can start living with the world instead of off of it (like the system), then I can finally start to be happy with myself. The hippies, counterculture of the 60's, the acid showed them what I am seeing I think, and now I am becoming what they were, and that is the state of being free. Being unplugged from the terror, unplugged from the lies. But it's really hard to show others what I am talking about, it's just something that you have to start seeing for yourself, you just need a little push to help you get started on understanding your mind, body, and soul. Because that's what I think the meaning of life is really about, at least a huge part of it.
The funny thing is that this information has been in front of me my entire life, but I am finally starting to really just, get it, understand it, or really just finally see it.
