neverwas
Rising Star
3:30? Took two huge milky white hits. Entheogenic was playing. Half drunk. As I reach forward to turn off the lights it pulls at me telling me to that i have to leave. I lay down, head tilted and shoot straight into space. If hits with such force i can't even react. Even when I come back It literally feels like I've been hit in the face with a brick. Upon arrival the mood is 'no more!, don't abuse me!' it's unhappy thAt alcohol was present. I don't think they like each other. It is VERY forceful with that message. I feel myself breathe for a moment. As if my body is stressing. The speed and intensify of this is extremely powerful. Like my first ayahuasca session packed into a little ball. My eyes open on their own for a second, blur, close them and it's another Brick in the face. Overpowering colors and a rush again. It's so fast!! Eyes open again, I feel my body breathe in stress. Eyes close and I'm catapulted headfirst somewhere. At some point i'm down, look at the clock. 3:45!? Gone that long?! I still feel my face vibrate as if the brick had actually hit me. In disbeleif. WTF just happened? Most intense trip so far and the reason this compound was compiled. Entity contact At some point, something that has remained consistent with every DMT experience to date. +3
As I check my piece the next day to see it anything us left, I press play and more entheogenic plays through the headphones, invisable landscapes. One puff, I hold it. Exhale and contemplate. Heat it up and puff once more. I turn the lights off and lay down as the rush comes. I exhale the smoke and myself along with it. I breakthrough bit I'm still in contact with the me in bed. I stress as my mind remains focused on my breathing. The body high is so powerful. A heavy buzz, a floating anvil feeling. So heavy. I'm there bu where Am I? I don't know. I open my eyes, close them. I'm here inside this living technology. I can't remember what it looks like. At some point I come back and just lay there in awe. Body still buzzing hard. I just want to lay here all day. Slowly the feeling returns to my hands, arms, chest, toes then legs. I always love the feeling of my toes wiggling as if for the first time. Just enjoying the music and afterglow. I get up and put the pipe away as a smile crosses my face. A pure loving purely satisfied smile that I can't turn into a frown. Just to test I try to hate or be unhappy. It doesn't work. I smile the first truly magical smile i've owned in a while. All the way to the bus 10 minutes later. And even now.
This is truly an amazing and strange compound and I'm so glad I could be around to taste it.
Peace.
As I check my piece the next day to see it anything us left, I press play and more entheogenic plays through the headphones, invisable landscapes. One puff, I hold it. Exhale and contemplate. Heat it up and puff once more. I turn the lights off and lay down as the rush comes. I exhale the smoke and myself along with it. I breakthrough bit I'm still in contact with the me in bed. I stress as my mind remains focused on my breathing. The body high is so powerful. A heavy buzz, a floating anvil feeling. So heavy. I'm there bu where Am I? I don't know. I open my eyes, close them. I'm here inside this living technology. I can't remember what it looks like. At some point I come back and just lay there in awe. Body still buzzing hard. I just want to lay here all day. Slowly the feeling returns to my hands, arms, chest, toes then legs. I always love the feeling of my toes wiggling as if for the first time. Just enjoying the music and afterglow. I get up and put the pipe away as a smile crosses my face. A pure loving purely satisfied smile that I can't turn into a frown. Just to test I try to hate or be unhappy. It doesn't work. I smile the first truly magical smile i've owned in a while. All the way to the bus 10 minutes later. And even now.
This is truly an amazing and strange compound and I'm so glad I could be around to taste it.
Peace.