I loaded a total of 3 bowls of 1:1 changa.
The 1st bowl i closed my eyes and started to see circles of pattern and light being pushed towards me through darkness the patterns moved in circular waves and were predominantly green and red in colour. The light was being pushed towards me by large lizard like creatures. I then started to feel like my head was becoming extremely hot. As i became hotter white light filled my vision at this point i felt like i couldn't go any further.
The 2nd bowl the white light lifted revealing a long corridor made of light that charged and morphed into different corridors with different colours. I was being led down the corridors by three half female half cat figures who were purple and had no facial features. The landscape of corridors continues to morph and change with the light moving from a feeling of being indoor to being outdoor. It was here that i was shown another doorway which i felt uncertain to enter.
The 3rd bowl *breakthrough* i entered the doorway at which point i became two people both looking down at myself contained within a bubble moving downwards through a dark tunnel and at the same time looking out from the bubble onto a tunnel. I felt i was traveling somewhere... This was the least exciting part of the entire experience yet it was qualitatively different from the rest.
The after effect when i opened my eyes i couldn't return to where i was in the dmt space and started crying because i couldn't get back there but at the same time i didn't quite know how to exist in normal reality just yet - something i felt i had been doing (crying) on my entire journey but actually had not been.
The 1st bowl i closed my eyes and started to see circles of pattern and light being pushed towards me through darkness the patterns moved in circular waves and were predominantly green and red in colour. The light was being pushed towards me by large lizard like creatures. I then started to feel like my head was becoming extremely hot. As i became hotter white light filled my vision at this point i felt like i couldn't go any further.
The 2nd bowl the white light lifted revealing a long corridor made of light that charged and morphed into different corridors with different colours. I was being led down the corridors by three half female half cat figures who were purple and had no facial features. The landscape of corridors continues to morph and change with the light moving from a feeling of being indoor to being outdoor. It was here that i was shown another doorway which i felt uncertain to enter.
The 3rd bowl *breakthrough* i entered the doorway at which point i became two people both looking down at myself contained within a bubble moving downwards through a dark tunnel and at the same time looking out from the bubble onto a tunnel. I felt i was traveling somewhere... This was the least exciting part of the entire experience yet it was qualitatively different from the rest.
The after effect when i opened my eyes i couldn't return to where i was in the dmt space and started crying because i couldn't get back there but at the same time i didn't quite know how to exist in normal reality just yet - something i felt i had been doing (crying) on my entire journey but actually had not been.
