So today it called to me. I had some quiet time so I decided to meditate. I put on my vr headset and put on some black screen handpan music. I took about 45 minutes to get myself where I thought I needed to be in case things went awry.
When I had finished with the meditation I grabbed my bong, temp gun, torch and banger and went to one of the spare bedrooms so I could be alone. I loaded up a 40 mg dose and began the process.
This is where things got weird. I took the hit, set the bong down and laid on the bed with my eyes closed, ready to die. It started out in the waiting room as usual. This time however I was laying on a medical bed. There was a window but no one was there. The window was at my feet. I turned my head and to the right was a wall and a chair. To the left however there were cabinet doors of pure white that were popping open randomly.
When they popped open it was mechanical arms of some sort. This lasted for a while and a count down began. I have no idea where it was coming from but that digital almost dial up sounds became so loud I stopped hearing sound at all. When the count down began I got yanked from that medical but not sure how exactly.
I landed however on this flat surface in a completely white room with no one in it but me. The flat surface I landed on had pegs much like those old toys that you dropped the ball and waited to see which box on the bottom the ball would fall into.
The room began to spin uncontrollably. I began to hit the pegs and each and every time it was like a tree branch in a cartoon that shot me away. I was like a damn pinball, the longer the experience lasted the faster and harder I began hitting the walls. I was not being injured but it was definitely giving me motion sickness. Then I heard “something” alert me that the cops were there.
I was bounced from the room and heard laughter. I found myself back in the guest room. There was a tall man in a black uniform standing beside the bed. His skin was green and he stepped towards me. I felt these electrical pills in my mouth, they began to fall from my mouth onto the floor. They were red and white plastic looking pills that had what looked like lightning inside of them along with what looked to be fog or smoke.
I sat up in my bed and looked around. I was exceedingly disoriented as if I had just been on the receiving end of a very violent game of pinball. I began to walk around my house, looking for cops to be at my door. There was of course no one there but unlike my normal experiences I was not sure if I was in reality or the altered reality I had been in moments prior.
I will say this was probably the most uncomfortable trip I have ever had. My neck actually hurts like I have mild whiplash. I for the life of me can’t find anything positive to take away from this experience even if I would not consider it a bad experience overall. Just very chaotic and somewhat overwhelming.
When I had finished with the meditation I grabbed my bong, temp gun, torch and banger and went to one of the spare bedrooms so I could be alone. I loaded up a 40 mg dose and began the process.
This is where things got weird. I took the hit, set the bong down and laid on the bed with my eyes closed, ready to die. It started out in the waiting room as usual. This time however I was laying on a medical bed. There was a window but no one was there. The window was at my feet. I turned my head and to the right was a wall and a chair. To the left however there were cabinet doors of pure white that were popping open randomly.
When they popped open it was mechanical arms of some sort. This lasted for a while and a count down began. I have no idea where it was coming from but that digital almost dial up sounds became so loud I stopped hearing sound at all. When the count down began I got yanked from that medical but not sure how exactly.
I landed however on this flat surface in a completely white room with no one in it but me. The flat surface I landed on had pegs much like those old toys that you dropped the ball and waited to see which box on the bottom the ball would fall into.
The room began to spin uncontrollably. I began to hit the pegs and each and every time it was like a tree branch in a cartoon that shot me away. I was like a damn pinball, the longer the experience lasted the faster and harder I began hitting the walls. I was not being injured but it was definitely giving me motion sickness. Then I heard “something” alert me that the cops were there.
I was bounced from the room and heard laughter. I found myself back in the guest room. There was a tall man in a black uniform standing beside the bed. His skin was green and he stepped towards me. I felt these electrical pills in my mouth, they began to fall from my mouth onto the floor. They were red and white plastic looking pills that had what looked like lightning inside of them along with what looked to be fog or smoke.
I sat up in my bed and looked around. I was exceedingly disoriented as if I had just been on the receiving end of a very violent game of pinball. I began to walk around my house, looking for cops to be at my door. There was of course no one there but unlike my normal experiences I was not sure if I was in reality or the altered reality I had been in moments prior.
I will say this was probably the most uncomfortable trip I have ever had. My neck actually hurts like I have mild whiplash. I for the life of me can’t find anything positive to take away from this experience even if I would not consider it a bad experience overall. Just very chaotic and somewhat overwhelming.