RexAeterna
Rising Star
yo! new here and everything. actually new to everything. let me first introduce myself. name is David and i always been a spiritual type of guy myself. very open minded person that tries see both sides of the story as a whole picture so to say. i am a very calm and kind hearted guy. i do like to learn and am very active. this will be my first time with anything to be honest. never smoked in my life or done anything.
how i came across dmt was for the past year i been trying to find answers spiritually so to say. i been studying multiple religions and beliefs with an an open mind and with great respect. while searching i ran into a sacred brew called ayawasca. moment i saw and heard about it somehow something just clicked inside me saying ''i need to experience this!''. recently i been studying it and even read a wonderful book called Shaman&Ayahausca by don jose campos. wonderful book. i have been researching it as well and part of that research led here on this site. recently i just ordered the materials needed for ayahusaca and will be coming pretty soon. of course i will not start right away and will give myself some time to myself before preparing it. while i have questions on the preparation i will retain that when it arrives. then i will ask what i need to know then to double-triple check so i don't do anything retarded.
well so to say where i stand spiritually? i was brought up as a roman catholic but even at childhood i knew there was much to life then just this. i say even though i went to church and everything i was more overall an native animism belief system cause i respected and cherished all life, even the smallest blade of grass. but then again i am agnostic. cause in reality that what i really am as a human physical being. i am not knowing(agnostic meaning). my beliefs are more driven by my intuition and feelings more then anything. things i can sense and just somehow know. i tend to think with my heart more then with my head so to say. so i been doing things like studying more and more and do watch some things like spirit science which i find a great show. i also just been wanting to learn more about overall history and things going in the world as well. basically trying to learn everything and anything much as possible. the world is study after all!
i do have questions of the brew. one main one here i never saw asked is: is it the MAIO that cause the purging before hand? i know of the during and after purge but curious bout before.
if i had experience with MAIO's? will that give me better chance of keeping it down better till it kicks in? cause only maio i ever took was yohimbe. i use to take it for my weight training with L-citurline and arginine. at first experience with yohimbe was the nausea and ''sick'' feel with cold-sweats and so forth but after first time use i been taking it fine while enabling increased dosage. the yohimbe though no longer effects me even taking it at recommend max dosage at 56mg. i was taking close to 70-90mg of it and then i decided to get off. been off of it for about couple months with the cycle but i do understand MAIO's attach to fat cells so i might still have tiny bit in my system still maybe. i do however understand the needed strict diet for a natural MAIO cause my experience with yohimbe.
anyways, this is my boring introduction. hope we all can have some good times together and learn some new things. looking forward chatting here and learning.
EDIT: reason for the post count 2 if anyone wondering. i did write something before but i think in wrong section so it was deleted...i think. also i am not use browsing these forums. they seem bit more confusing compared to other forums i experience in the past. i deeply apologize for my stupidity.
how i came across dmt was for the past year i been trying to find answers spiritually so to say. i been studying multiple religions and beliefs with an an open mind and with great respect. while searching i ran into a sacred brew called ayawasca. moment i saw and heard about it somehow something just clicked inside me saying ''i need to experience this!''. recently i been studying it and even read a wonderful book called Shaman&Ayahausca by don jose campos. wonderful book. i have been researching it as well and part of that research led here on this site. recently i just ordered the materials needed for ayahusaca and will be coming pretty soon. of course i will not start right away and will give myself some time to myself before preparing it. while i have questions on the preparation i will retain that when it arrives. then i will ask what i need to know then to double-triple check so i don't do anything retarded.
well so to say where i stand spiritually? i was brought up as a roman catholic but even at childhood i knew there was much to life then just this. i say even though i went to church and everything i was more overall an native animism belief system cause i respected and cherished all life, even the smallest blade of grass. but then again i am agnostic. cause in reality that what i really am as a human physical being. i am not knowing(agnostic meaning). my beliefs are more driven by my intuition and feelings more then anything. things i can sense and just somehow know. i tend to think with my heart more then with my head so to say. so i been doing things like studying more and more and do watch some things like spirit science which i find a great show. i also just been wanting to learn more about overall history and things going in the world as well. basically trying to learn everything and anything much as possible. the world is study after all!
i do have questions of the brew. one main one here i never saw asked is: is it the MAIO that cause the purging before hand? i know of the during and after purge but curious bout before.
if i had experience with MAIO's? will that give me better chance of keeping it down better till it kicks in? cause only maio i ever took was yohimbe. i use to take it for my weight training with L-citurline and arginine. at first experience with yohimbe was the nausea and ''sick'' feel with cold-sweats and so forth but after first time use i been taking it fine while enabling increased dosage. the yohimbe though no longer effects me even taking it at recommend max dosage at 56mg. i was taking close to 70-90mg of it and then i decided to get off. been off of it for about couple months with the cycle but i do understand MAIO's attach to fat cells so i might still have tiny bit in my system still maybe. i do however understand the needed strict diet for a natural MAIO cause my experience with yohimbe.
anyways, this is my boring introduction. hope we all can have some good times together and learn some new things. looking forward chatting here and learning.
EDIT: reason for the post count 2 if anyone wondering. i did write something before but i think in wrong section so it was deleted...i think. also i am not use browsing these forums. they seem bit more confusing compared to other forums i experience in the past. i deeply apologize for my stupidity.