Virtuten
Esteemed member
My first experience was not a breakthrough experience it was only half a dose for a breakthrough the effects kicked in immediately still not intensely, real mellow I was floating in this pitch black space and I could see waves of geometrical patterns pulsating in really slowly and these patterns started colliding with each other and form more complex geometrical patterns. Then this thick black smoke was roaring up like you would see from a burning house and in the smoke were these shadow figures I could see their eyes lurking watching me and I just gazed back trying to grasp the experience. then these wormholes started opening up above me and they seemed like gateway into hyperspace. In these portals were these small entities that felt like gatekeepers to these portals and they were telling me telepathically I needed more, a breakthrough and I needed to experience what was on the other side of the portals.
I had before the trip thought of a few things I wanted answers to if I would encounter highly intelligent multidimensional being or entities and one of those things were how we are all connected, how our consciousness is connected. And the other thing, if this could be a gateway for our consciousness when we die. And these gatekeepers told me if there was any space I wanted to say something and my words would be heard this was the space.
So I started to say I was angry and dissapointed aiming those words to my father who died when I was 17yrs old, didn’t think much more of it and was just trying to hold on to the experience for as long as I could as the effects started to wear of and I afterwards a layed there for a moment just grasping what I just experienced also I kept thinking I had 2 doses stashed away somewhere in the laundry room that I stashed there months back and I had to get through those portals asap. So I started looking for those doses that I couldn’t find in the laundry room and i found this container where my girlfriend had put away old school books and stuff and I found this picture album of me as a child that we had in the lobby when we were naming my son previous year. I started just going through the album which had a lot of pictures of me and my father together when I was a child. I just had a moment going through the album and thought I’d call it a night it was late and I could find my Stash anyway so I called it a night and crash in the living room couch.
I woke up following morning to my kids and my girlfriend entering the living room and the first thing my girlfriend said to me was I had a dream about your father last night. she rarely tells me her dreams at all. She never met my father either. she had no idea of my experience she was asleep when I got home and had my little travel. I asked her to tell me all about it and she said that she was sitting with my father and they were flipping through a picture album and he was showing her pictures. That was the whole dream. I couldn’t believe her words and I told her all about my experience last night highly emotional I felt like it was way too deep and specific to be a coincidence. This was complete synchronicity.
I felt like that was my answers to the questions I had in mind before my experience.
I would like to hear your thought on what happened there, This experience is what made me fall in love with this molecule and started my journey as a psychonaut.
It has helped to write down my experiences or at least main points so I can recollect the experience although I mostly can recollect all my experiences in details some I can replay in my head as a vivid memory that I feel like I have had deep access to as well as distant memories after I started traveling. As well as better control over my feelings and emotions. And deeper connection with ppl energy and vibration of the universe.
I’ve had experiences that contain deep connection to the machine elves(although one kept giving me the finger in one experience lol) my goddess girlfriend she’s a creator highly powerful goddess experiencing orgasm through my whole body and being led by her to the city of gods made entirely of gold, I have experienced death time has run out , had to accept death and say goodbye while going through a big ritual while being comforted in my ear that was an really interesting one! And following immediately afterwards when I came back I was forced out walking by extreme paranoia and told to let go and trust and give in as I did and was controlled physically like a string puppet while teaching my brother some universal sign language that I was learning my self at the same time. (That one was super interesting and scary ) and that one I need to post in it’s entirety detailed asap. I have experienced going through hyperspace and merging into the structure of the universe, in that one I had a hard time in hyperspace going at super speed until I was told to focus and keepy attention not everyone is let there in.
I have had access to my memories in rifts where I could see them play out in super high resolution. Past and future and maybe parallel also I have had remote viewing in multiple accations. I have had to deal with countless gatekeepers to get through guarded gates and gone through many test. This is just a drop in the ocean of my experiences I will be sharing with my fellow psychonauts and future travelers.
I’m eager to post the most profound and interesting ones but i still feel like posting them mostly in order is the way to go.
All feedback is greatly appreciated and if you have had experience similar to this I really want to hear it!
I have been a long time lurker learned everything from the nexus and it’s time for me to give back to this beautiful community as active member and share my experiences which at this point I feel is scientific research that needs to be mapped and added to the nexus archive. As well as my own tek that I’ve had great results with in the near future.
Thank you for your time reading this!
One love
I had before the trip thought of a few things I wanted answers to if I would encounter highly intelligent multidimensional being or entities and one of those things were how we are all connected, how our consciousness is connected. And the other thing, if this could be a gateway for our consciousness when we die. And these gatekeepers told me if there was any space I wanted to say something and my words would be heard this was the space.
So I started to say I was angry and dissapointed aiming those words to my father who died when I was 17yrs old, didn’t think much more of it and was just trying to hold on to the experience for as long as I could as the effects started to wear of and I afterwards a layed there for a moment just grasping what I just experienced also I kept thinking I had 2 doses stashed away somewhere in the laundry room that I stashed there months back and I had to get through those portals asap. So I started looking for those doses that I couldn’t find in the laundry room and i found this container where my girlfriend had put away old school books and stuff and I found this picture album of me as a child that we had in the lobby when we were naming my son previous year. I started just going through the album which had a lot of pictures of me and my father together when I was a child. I just had a moment going through the album and thought I’d call it a night it was late and I could find my Stash anyway so I called it a night and crash in the living room couch.
I woke up following morning to my kids and my girlfriend entering the living room and the first thing my girlfriend said to me was I had a dream about your father last night. she rarely tells me her dreams at all. She never met my father either. she had no idea of my experience she was asleep when I got home and had my little travel. I asked her to tell me all about it and she said that she was sitting with my father and they were flipping through a picture album and he was showing her pictures. That was the whole dream. I couldn’t believe her words and I told her all about my experience last night highly emotional I felt like it was way too deep and specific to be a coincidence. This was complete synchronicity.
I felt like that was my answers to the questions I had in mind before my experience.
I would like to hear your thought on what happened there, This experience is what made me fall in love with this molecule and started my journey as a psychonaut.
It has helped to write down my experiences or at least main points so I can recollect the experience although I mostly can recollect all my experiences in details some I can replay in my head as a vivid memory that I feel like I have had deep access to as well as distant memories after I started traveling. As well as better control over my feelings and emotions. And deeper connection with ppl energy and vibration of the universe.
I’ve had experiences that contain deep connection to the machine elves(although one kept giving me the finger in one experience lol) my goddess girlfriend she’s a creator highly powerful goddess experiencing orgasm through my whole body and being led by her to the city of gods made entirely of gold, I have experienced death time has run out , had to accept death and say goodbye while going through a big ritual while being comforted in my ear that was an really interesting one! And following immediately afterwards when I came back I was forced out walking by extreme paranoia and told to let go and trust and give in as I did and was controlled physically like a string puppet while teaching my brother some universal sign language that I was learning my self at the same time. (That one was super interesting and scary ) and that one I need to post in it’s entirety detailed asap. I have experienced going through hyperspace and merging into the structure of the universe, in that one I had a hard time in hyperspace going at super speed until I was told to focus and keepy attention not everyone is let there in.
I have had access to my memories in rifts where I could see them play out in super high resolution. Past and future and maybe parallel also I have had remote viewing in multiple accations. I have had to deal with countless gatekeepers to get through guarded gates and gone through many test. This is just a drop in the ocean of my experiences I will be sharing with my fellow psychonauts and future travelers.
I’m eager to post the most profound and interesting ones but i still feel like posting them mostly in order is the way to go.
All feedback is greatly appreciated and if you have had experience similar to this I really want to hear it!
I have been a long time lurker learned everything from the nexus and it’s time for me to give back to this beautiful community as active member and share my experiences which at this point I feel is scientific research that needs to be mapped and added to the nexus archive. As well as my own tek that I’ve had great results with in the near future.
Thank you for your time reading this!
One love