DMT is a wonderfull introspection tool. It can help you overcome your own insanity by becomming aware of it.

It could be very possible that you're not ready for such an intense experience yet. Don't worry and don't hurry.

Your intuition will let you know when you ARE ready for it; When you think of smoking DMT and, appart from reasonable excitement, no deep fear arises with this thought.

You are allready on a healing path since you were Conscious enough to recognise your own weaknesses and inadequacies; Only Sanity can recognise Insanity for what it is.

Many people cannot recognise their own Insanity because they view life from that very same, insane point of view. So your ability to recognise your own unconsciousness & disfunctionability goes to show there is allready a deep self-realisation & sanity present in you. Please realise you are blessed with this sane, objective viewpoint you have of yourself.

DMT would serve to deepen that realisation and to further unfold the arising Sanity in you. Whenever you feel/know that you are ready for the experience.