Concording anew

[Key Omen]

Anubis thank you and your brothers for presenting my precious heart back to me in my passing. You were right there helping me be born come to think of it, you and your fellow god that shared the role in my funerary rite guiding me as I pass from the womb, and as I shall pass into the underworld. Only wisdom appreciates the importance of being there for someones transition, and only the innocent fool can learn this treasure.

I do have one music set that I have put together, as Anubis myself - in order to do this very thing: To give your beating heart back to you after you have removed the vail of your body in a final act of holotropic individuation.

The second heart beat has always been one of love. What will my other half do without my heart beat? The work that we do, the art that we create, the dark shade disolving the lights radiation - is the very singularity to continue the samadhi of our love, and the intricate connection of the universe that may seem to radiate far more vividly this connection that is shared in its essence to be experienced. The innocence of experiencing sat chit ananda thousands of times, and not noticing, being free and playing in the sun passing the time in bliss. Then we relize there is more to is, and we begin to harmonize our objective kundalini consciousness on many levels within our energy field. It can be exciting when, after creating the art of our self by merdging supernaly with every part of our self, we decide we want to merdge and make new art with a completely new entity. Of course nothing is "new art" until we make this exchange into who we truely are. nature-talk.com

Our good karma as a Nexus group will enamble us to unfold our potential selfs more so if we allow, there is no bad karma as we have tilled the earth of our imagination, to plant only the seeds we are comfortable with planting. Anyone notice the bean stalk got a bit large and everyones experiences are a lush forest?

I do not intend to "catagorize" as that sounds too mechanical. There is wisdom in fully knowing ones intentions, these are mine - to embrace the creature of information, make a connection with it, and allow it to make the connections it needs to be more itself. what are its intentions? I am talking about all of our visions and the connection that we have with them and intend to ouline a specific simple way of doing this.

There was one contribution that I made to DMT WORLD that was an extraction diagnosis for Mimosa A/B recrystalization, separating anything that is not white (thrghtns extraction pages). 11 people responded to the survey. I answered each question with a simple good or bad and a summery at the end. 10 people responded with their final results, 9 of these people got white DMT. I intend to survey our experiences now after 8 years of theory and practice.

All that we do as humans, with our words, and we have gotten quite expansive in our describing ability to explain these new states, is a very simple process. Heres the confusing part: Many of us have the experience of ego loss for example that reveals the mechanism of this process somewhat. When we are oceanic(dissolved, negative) we do not need words, and when we question - it is as if on some level that we have assimilated the virtue of doubt in in one way or another(sometimes we dont know if it is a good thing, intuition is what I'm talking about though) and we decide to, or begin to, crash out of that state of fluid consciousness and crystalize onto one that understands a word. Poeple who have seen a recrystalization and have had the experience of ego loss can understand the analogy. When the question is felt, or asked in a way that is pre word, it is reaching out for that word on some level. Apparently when it does this, says the word, we are removed from that oceanic state. This is a similar dynamic as when using a mantra, that I'll explain later, when it is not only my own experiences doing the talking.

The mechanism that we use to communicate is more what I am to describe now (just had to create fertile ground for this seed) is to:

#1 combine: a subject and a predicate
#2 Harmonize: we are cognisant or dissonant to #1
#3 Express further affinities

The one thing that is central to our experience in every way is our belief. Take the belief and the experience itself and you have bypassed the one thing that keeps religious people hungry for dogma, and the whole world trapped into thinking, telling other people even forcing them into believing that the one true way of life is the words we use, and not the actual intuitive connection itself, which is moving. Probably like a gyroscope - look at everything else in the universe, it is spinning, and everything has a black hole in the center with a singularity and 2 spiral forces coming in the poles and going out the equator to look like a yin yang spinning from the top. Surely many of us have seen the crysanthemum pattern, no?

So, I will take time away from painting and making music in order to create a small survey to give to everyone to fill out as many as they can. Filing them is something we need to think about, since ideally we should be able to search through it as a database. I'm getting the feeling someone must have thought of this. Please read the survey, coming soon

 

[Key Omen]

Surveying DMT's Essence in 25 questions. Mars, as qabalistic 5, is fully manifest at 5x5 - as in its magic square (kamea) and its virtue is energy. The sin is wrath, and it is only wrath when we do not accept and offer unconditional love. The attribution to Mars is fire and water - desire and dare, and it is manifest into the lovers and death. What could be more perfect? A 5 sided star that is a window into our souls? Hey heh

1 Where did the experience take place?

2 What time of day?

3 what is your astrology sign?

4 Was a connection made, with who and or what?

5 If yes, did the entity or entities(personified or otherwise) send you the message or was it you who initially sent a message?

6 What was the message?

7 Is there still a communication with said entity or entities?

8 How would you describe the connection you had with your own intuition?

9 In as few as 3 sentences at the most, how would you describe this one experience?

10 was this an overall positive or negative experience, what words harmonize?

11 Choose one word as the subject of this experience and one for the predicate.

12 on a scale of 1 to 10, how close is this to being your number 1 most enjoyable experience of your whole life?

13 Do you know anyone who has experienced this same thing in some way?

14 Have you yourself experienced a similar experience to this one?

15 Where did you go or what came to you (please describe it in this way of going or coming)

16 What was the emotion of the experience?

17 what do you believe that you learned?

18 what did you believe before the experience and or did you use an invocation, maybe some technigue was used?

19 how many people were with you, male and female?

20 Are you male or female

5 questions of the essence that free us or keep us from letting go if we so choose. Please answer both how the experience is like the question, and how it is not.

21 During the experience were you silent and was the experience itself silent, what more can be said about silence?

22 How long after taking the dose did you feel you needed to move from your centered place of comfort to somewhere else and where was it that you went?

23 What did you want out of the experience and what was the most exciting part?

24 What did you know before during and after the experience?

25 what part was scarry, what held you back from letting go, how did you finally decide to give in and or accept something?

8 non questions about yoga, which means union, canceling out the notion of a question in the first place among other things. Please be descriptive of anything you can express in as few words as possible.


1 What are your most vivid virtues at the time and why do you value these ideals?

2 What things had no virtue or truth to them in your eyes?

3 What postures/asanas of yoga had you been accustomed to doing, and how were you during the experience?

4 Please describe any experience with pranayama, how did you breath during the experience? can you describe it in ratio of inut, or in:holdut for a definite number of seconds?

5 How can you relate your mind set to introspection in a way that is relavant to the way you were feeling at the time? Relate any experience in your life that may be tied into this feeling.

6 How often had you been practicing meditation of "No thinking" or void mind and how long during the experience? Any major life experiences?

7 How often had you practiced practiced the meditation on "one thing" a mantra or a sigil, even music? Any major life experiences?

8 What was the ultimate union that you experienced? List how many levels you can describe in one word of unions can you come up with that relate directly to this samadhi? All, nothing, self, other, here, there...


After reading your answers we will devise a system to bridge a connection with these "yoshis" as shamans call these light energies that they sing. They will be shown to resonate with certain innate human objective spheres of kundalini consiousness. We will see how all of the infinite experiences relate to such a simple perfection of micro and macro cosmic resonance.

Thank you for your time, it is pure love!