SWIM has just returned from her first breakthrough in about a week. She had been questioning her courage as of late, since she had not managed a breakthrough though smoking changa regularly throughout this week.
Specifically, she had been attempting to recreate the ease of conditions mentioned in her previous report, by focusing solely on the carrier wave and allowing it to draw one into hyperspace.
All week long, she has been communed each evening with 30-60mgs of spice delivered through 1:1 caapi changa.
Her process involves meditation on the particular "frequency" of Lady Aya, and then adding in the harmonic overtone of DMT. After tuning in, she asks permission to enter their realm, as well as for protection and guidance to her goal. The intention going in all week has been something like "Bring the the healing and lessons that I will become a more evolved and perfect expression of my own True Will."
Each journey previous to today brought a very intense experience of the carrier-wave that always led to the feeling of becoming a conduit of different forms of divine energy. As the lessons progressed, she learned to experience more subtle information carried within the primary signal; it gradually enriched as she learned to pay attention to it. Typically the strength would modulate, as she worked through the bowl of changa, always using three draws to complete it.
She began today's journey with the end of last nights changa; this had no more effect than smoking caapi leaves by itself, so she believes that all of the spice had activated last night.
This followed with one short test draw that immediately brought up the carrier wave, and took her straight to a breakthrough. The breakthrough appeared as though she had taken a seat at some night club, where harlequins put on a show for her. Much reassurance came through that this week long process had been intended and not as a result of the failings of her courage. The show came as a sort of congratulations for progressing through this effective series of lessons. She was invited back for another breakthrough this evening, following her dinner.
Again, this dosage came significantly lower than all the other journeys this week, and had quite an easy breakthrough with absolutely no anxiety.
As a further experimentation, SWIM will begin a week of smoking caapi only leaves prior to changa, to see if that may have somehow created the potentiation effect.
Thank you Nexus.
Specifically, she had been attempting to recreate the ease of conditions mentioned in her previous report, by focusing solely on the carrier wave and allowing it to draw one into hyperspace.
All week long, she has been communed each evening with 30-60mgs of spice delivered through 1:1 caapi changa.
Her process involves meditation on the particular "frequency" of Lady Aya, and then adding in the harmonic overtone of DMT. After tuning in, she asks permission to enter their realm, as well as for protection and guidance to her goal. The intention going in all week has been something like "Bring the the healing and lessons that I will become a more evolved and perfect expression of my own True Will."
Each journey previous to today brought a very intense experience of the carrier-wave that always led to the feeling of becoming a conduit of different forms of divine energy. As the lessons progressed, she learned to experience more subtle information carried within the primary signal; it gradually enriched as she learned to pay attention to it. Typically the strength would modulate, as she worked through the bowl of changa, always using three draws to complete it.
She began today's journey with the end of last nights changa; this had no more effect than smoking caapi leaves by itself, so she believes that all of the spice had activated last night.
This followed with one short test draw that immediately brought up the carrier wave, and took her straight to a breakthrough. The breakthrough appeared as though she had taken a seat at some night club, where harlequins put on a show for her. Much reassurance came through that this week long process had been intended and not as a result of the failings of her courage. The show came as a sort of congratulations for progressing through this effective series of lessons. She was invited back for another breakthrough this evening, following her dinner.
Again, this dosage came significantly lower than all the other journeys this week, and had quite an easy breakthrough with absolutely no anxiety.
As a further experimentation, SWIM will begin a week of smoking caapi only leaves prior to changa, to see if that may have somehow created the potentiation effect.
Thank you Nexus.
