MaNoMaNoM
Rising Star
Hi Having a difficult time over here.
Thought some of y'all might have helpful tips.
Well, i should have posted sooner.. since i already went threw the worst,
but i bet this will come up again... and iam still not down the mountain.
SO
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i usually would smoke at least two grams of the medicine a day,
and if i run out, OH GOD i feel terrible! Can not even get out of bed.
This is going on for like two weeks.. Get some, run out, feel shitty,
and repeat.. i know that sounds dumb, but i have serious withdrawals!
More so than others it seems to me.. Other people seem to just breeze
on by, but i have huge heaviness. Like it was an opiate or something.
Well guess i did mention that, extreme negativity twards others.
i like being the calm guy with wise advise, not a slumped over junki.
Which is how i feel people see me like this, since i keep to myself.
Anyway, oh i should mention this too.... [removed]
iam highly functional, more so than without, since i get bad anxiety.
if i get to lazy, i just quit a little while, so then iam good again.
it's being forced to quit that really sucks. Ok almost finished here!
My question, and main reason for this thread was to get your opinion,
and to ask if there is something that could take away all the stress?
iam going to try oral harmalas... was going to ask about it, but will
be at home trying them by the time there is a response here. SO hmm..
What about harmalas with L-DOPA, or phenethylamine, or 5-HTP, anyone?
Thanks for reading. it actually calmed me down a lot to sit and type.
:| :| :lol: :x :d :roll: :twisted: :d :!:
Thought some of y'all might have helpful tips.
Well, i should have posted sooner.. since i already went threw the worst,
but i bet this will come up again... and iam still not down the mountain.
SO
[MOD EDIT: REMOVED PART OF POST. PLEASE READ ATTITUDE SECTION, NO TALKING OF BUYING/SELLING/PRICES]
i usually would smoke at least two grams of the medicine a day,
and if i run out, OH GOD i feel terrible! Can not even get out of bed.
This is going on for like two weeks.. Get some, run out, feel shitty,
and repeat.. i know that sounds dumb, but i have serious withdrawals!
More so than others it seems to me.. Other people seem to just breeze
on by, but i have huge heaviness. Like it was an opiate or something.
Well guess i did mention that, extreme negativity twards others.
i like being the calm guy with wise advise, not a slumped over junki.
Which is how i feel people see me like this, since i keep to myself.
Anyway, oh i should mention this too.... [removed]
iam highly functional, more so than without, since i get bad anxiety.
if i get to lazy, i just quit a little while, so then iam good again.
it's being forced to quit that really sucks. Ok almost finished here!
My question, and main reason for this thread was to get your opinion,
and to ask if there is something that could take away all the stress?
iam going to try oral harmalas... was going to ask about it, but will
be at home trying them by the time there is a response here. SO hmm..
What about harmalas with L-DOPA, or phenethylamine, or 5-HTP, anyone?
Thanks for reading. it actually calmed me down a lot to sit and type.
:| :| :lol: :x :d :roll: :twisted: :d :!: