bindu
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i only once had an experience i would call breakthrough. Somehow i was drawn into preparing the environment and my inner state before taking 4 tokes from a 25 cm glasspipe
Cleaning the flat, making sure one is completely undisturbed, maybe around 10pm. Phone off and so on.
Lighting some palo incense. letting it soak in the room for 20 minutes.
Preparing the glass table with some candles, representing a 6 pointed star.
Dimming the lights to candlelight only, checking the butane lighters.
Preparing the pipe, sitting next to the table on a yogamat and pillow in siddhasana.
A little noise awareness for a couple of minutes, body awareness, breath.
A few rounds of nadi shodana. Approximately 10 minutes after the nadi shodana i took the pipe and vaped as much as i could before i had to put the pipe down on the table. Meditation position and closed eyes. Pressure in energychannels from the neck and up.
Far away in the blink of an eye. Transforming geometric shapes.
Ooh beautiful, where am i, i must be dead. No no i will be back in some minutes.
Then exploring this coloured crystal dimension until it begins to fold back somehow into body awareness.
Then just sitting with expanded perception, nice....
Cleaning the flat, making sure one is completely undisturbed, maybe around 10pm. Phone off and so on.
Lighting some palo incense. letting it soak in the room for 20 minutes.
Preparing the glass table with some candles, representing a 6 pointed star.
Dimming the lights to candlelight only, checking the butane lighters.
Preparing the pipe, sitting next to the table on a yogamat and pillow in siddhasana.
A little noise awareness for a couple of minutes, body awareness, breath.
A few rounds of nadi shodana. Approximately 10 minutes after the nadi shodana i took the pipe and vaped as much as i could before i had to put the pipe down on the table. Meditation position and closed eyes. Pressure in energychannels from the neck and up.
Far away in the blink of an eye. Transforming geometric shapes.
Ooh beautiful, where am i, i must be dead. No no i will be back in some minutes.
Then exploring this coloured crystal dimension until it begins to fold back somehow into body awareness.
Then just sitting with expanded perception, nice....