lonewolf123
Rising Star
So there SWIM was,.... just finished 3 nice clean hits out of a vaporgenie (though swim was pretty sure all 75mg were gone after the second, but remembers how easily, though feeling in a different world, it was to take that last hit). This was the biggest amount SWIM ever vapo'd, and this was the first time SWIM was sure he wasnt waisting any (3rd time using the vapo genie, all in the same night....anyway...) There was a light far away, moving back and forth very fast. All around was a giant tunnel, more of a feeling of being in a giant underground burrow..... the tunnel walls swirled into columns which swirled back to the ceiling...and at the back or far end of this tunnel/underground burrow was a square perfectly cut out, not swirling, melting or in any respect doing anything fancy (in fact it stood out because it did none of this) other than contain a light moving insanely fast back and forth. (When SWIM usually opens his eyes on a large or small dose the room stands still and the objects in the room move back and forth at an insane speed, but SWIM has never heard a buzzing that people talk about.....anyway.....) Next thing SWIM remembers is seeing alot of gold color in his visual, than he is standing/hovering in a white room with a crystal skull/globe in the middle....SWIM cant remember if the skull was a giant presence in the background or the object in the middle of the room or both.... but it had SWIM in awe...
Than SWIMs dog apparently started having a dream because she started whimpering very loudly and brought swim around into conciousness, barely throwing his arm back to poke her to shut up. His thoughts went everywhere and swim saw japanese styled clouds yelling and fighting (feeling like those were my thoughts that became impossible to shutup, and they werent even all that intense, but my spirit friends dont enjoy very many thoughts and I was definately seeing how far I could push them ,3 times 3 hrs, which i dont think they seemed to mind lol....anyway....) and saw himself falling from an object in the sky that he feels he was just kicked out of. After that violent expulsion, the visions stopped and my mind was in agony, I could only feel strain and restlessness. SWIM would open his eyes to a world finally standing still but giving off neon frames of the image multiplied by 1000.... eventually it wore off and SWIM felt very mentally exhausted, he remembers saying to himself a few things from the experience/s last night,.... He has been there before (talking about the veil, but it took me somewhere I have been before), He was able to bring images in with him and patterns would form around the images SWIM was thinking of (that he believes happened on his 2nd dose of the night, 60mg, cause hes pretty sure the 75mg was too intense to do much thinking).
I will throw this in there for those that are still reading, earlier in the day SWIM and his brother were talking about being able to flex the pineal gland or a muscle around it, SWIM felt he was always able to flex his brain or send energy to a part of it and recently learned that is were the pineal gland is. Also, if SWIM focuses on doing this he gets waves of energy shot to part of his body (SWIM might also be crazy lol), so on the second journey of the night, 60mg, SWIM is able to think at points and remembers this conversation and straightens his back and focuses on the pineal gland. Hes taken to a world of gold and red, women are made of jewels and beautiful patterns, they are petting a red orb, almost it seems these women are sad and this orb is their king. This red orb is either going to sleep or dying, and they are trying to soothe his pains,... SWIM doesnt know but it was very beautiful.
SWIM had a second chance to remember about the conversation and again focused on trying to flex the pineal muscle, as he did this he saw information flowing out from his head, it looked like maroon or dark red boxes. SWIM cant remember much more about that, but has athousand little pieces he can talk about forever lol. ( SWIM saw a humpty dumpty type elf turn into one hundred eyes lastnight, they really do exist SWIM tells ya!!)
I really want to know though if anyone else has been to a room with a crystal skull in it and if anyone else sees objects in their physical room moving back and forth at super speeds with open eyes and also how many people have heard that buzzing people talk about.....
Thanks for reading!
Than SWIMs dog apparently started having a dream because she started whimpering very loudly and brought swim around into conciousness, barely throwing his arm back to poke her to shut up. His thoughts went everywhere and swim saw japanese styled clouds yelling and fighting (feeling like those were my thoughts that became impossible to shutup, and they werent even all that intense, but my spirit friends dont enjoy very many thoughts and I was definately seeing how far I could push them ,3 times 3 hrs, which i dont think they seemed to mind lol....anyway....) and saw himself falling from an object in the sky that he feels he was just kicked out of. After that violent expulsion, the visions stopped and my mind was in agony, I could only feel strain and restlessness. SWIM would open his eyes to a world finally standing still but giving off neon frames of the image multiplied by 1000.... eventually it wore off and SWIM felt very mentally exhausted, he remembers saying to himself a few things from the experience/s last night,.... He has been there before (talking about the veil, but it took me somewhere I have been before), He was able to bring images in with him and patterns would form around the images SWIM was thinking of (that he believes happened on his 2nd dose of the night, 60mg, cause hes pretty sure the 75mg was too intense to do much thinking).
I will throw this in there for those that are still reading, earlier in the day SWIM and his brother were talking about being able to flex the pineal gland or a muscle around it, SWIM felt he was always able to flex his brain or send energy to a part of it and recently learned that is were the pineal gland is. Also, if SWIM focuses on doing this he gets waves of energy shot to part of his body (SWIM might also be crazy lol), so on the second journey of the night, 60mg, SWIM is able to think at points and remembers this conversation and straightens his back and focuses on the pineal gland. Hes taken to a world of gold and red, women are made of jewels and beautiful patterns, they are petting a red orb, almost it seems these women are sad and this orb is their king. This red orb is either going to sleep or dying, and they are trying to soothe his pains,... SWIM doesnt know but it was very beautiful.
SWIM had a second chance to remember about the conversation and again focused on trying to flex the pineal muscle, as he did this he saw information flowing out from his head, it looked like maroon or dark red boxes. SWIM cant remember much more about that, but has athousand little pieces he can talk about forever lol. ( SWIM saw a humpty dumpty type elf turn into one hundred eyes lastnight, they really do exist SWIM tells ya!!)
I really want to know though if anyone else has been to a room with a crystal skull in it and if anyone else sees objects in their physical room moving back and forth at super speeds with open eyes and also how many people have heard that buzzing people talk about.....
Thanks for reading!
