cubeananda
jai
Well with 333 days until the end of the year, on 3/3/2013 I find myself on probably the best day of my life so far.
The new nexus layout, streaming Chat music in a forest home.
My sole aim in life is to be present to it. To listen to my heart, and when there is nothing to listen to, to listen to it beat.
After spending 4 or 5 years under the grips of tobacco and marijuana, and having many different experiences with LSD, shrooms, and a couple tastes of DMT, I find myself on a steady diet of Passiflora leaf tea and Salvia Divinorum.
My friends in this world are: The fellow members of the community in which I live, The Nexus, my dear and revered plant and molecule teachers, and finally every other Soul woven into this fabric.
I want to learn to spend every single moment of my embodied existence fully aware of how thankful I actually should be of everyone and everything's existence in this ever-shifting world of forms. And to live completely absorbed and in gratidude of the formless, pervading creative sound of benvolence.
To do such a thing takes a lot of work. First I spent a long time learning to quiet the mind. In doing this I had to be a sort of lone-wolf, I could not invest love and energy into anybody but myself. Eventually, when I learned to see how much I rely on Everyone who has ever existed and currently exists, I decided communal living and a group of mutually supportive people is the path I wished to take.
Rumi said, "The snake is your animal self. Do not expect to oppose it with quietness and sweetness and mere wishing."
No animal, and we have millions of years of animal instincts behind us, would ever take the time to thank his food, or his parents, or his pack. No animal would share if he wasn't forced to by the might of the other members of his pack.
And so the lone-wolf lifestyle had to be shed and replaced by the beehive lifestyle.
Second to this community in which I live, I find myself on the computer of a loving Man who allows me to stay in his home with only the conditions that I make efforts to be present to my life, and make efforts to love one and all around me.
Free of charge I communicate with this community (The Nexus, my second-second family) and this is where I thank you personally.
This is where I thank thank the moderators and administrators and every person who makes efforts to provide reliable information and keeps anyone who is responsibile to seek out information safe.
Thank you one and all.
Today I will be quidding on some salvia leaves, and sipping on passiflora tea.
Good day to all
p.s. if you could help this cube out with a positive vote, I would have nothing left to desire in this world.
The new nexus layout, streaming Chat music in a forest home.
My sole aim in life is to be present to it. To listen to my heart, and when there is nothing to listen to, to listen to it beat.
After spending 4 or 5 years under the grips of tobacco and marijuana, and having many different experiences with LSD, shrooms, and a couple tastes of DMT, I find myself on a steady diet of Passiflora leaf tea and Salvia Divinorum.
My friends in this world are: The fellow members of the community in which I live, The Nexus, my dear and revered plant and molecule teachers, and finally every other Soul woven into this fabric.
I want to learn to spend every single moment of my embodied existence fully aware of how thankful I actually should be of everyone and everything's existence in this ever-shifting world of forms. And to live completely absorbed and in gratidude of the formless, pervading creative sound of benvolence.
To do such a thing takes a lot of work. First I spent a long time learning to quiet the mind. In doing this I had to be a sort of lone-wolf, I could not invest love and energy into anybody but myself. Eventually, when I learned to see how much I rely on Everyone who has ever existed and currently exists, I decided communal living and a group of mutually supportive people is the path I wished to take.
Rumi said, "The snake is your animal self. Do not expect to oppose it with quietness and sweetness and mere wishing."
No animal, and we have millions of years of animal instincts behind us, would ever take the time to thank his food, or his parents, or his pack. No animal would share if he wasn't forced to by the might of the other members of his pack.
And so the lone-wolf lifestyle had to be shed and replaced by the beehive lifestyle.
Second to this community in which I live, I find myself on the computer of a loving Man who allows me to stay in his home with only the conditions that I make efforts to be present to my life, and make efforts to love one and all around me.
Free of charge I communicate with this community (The Nexus, my second-second family) and this is where I thank you personally.
This is where I thank thank the moderators and administrators and every person who makes efforts to provide reliable information and keeps anyone who is responsibile to seek out information safe.
Thank you one and all.
Today I will be quidding on some salvia leaves, and sipping on passiflora tea.
Good day to all
p.s. if you could help this cube out with a positive vote, I would have nothing left to desire in this world.